Chapter 43
——Bai Qingchen's episode——
I am Bai Qingchen, and the three characters Bai Qingchen are the names given to me by Master. I hope that I can be like a breeze and clean, unrestrained and unrestrained. I laughed at this name for a long time at first, but it just sounds like a name that cannot be married to a bride.
Master chased me and beat me and ran for several blocks.
Later, as I laughed at at the beginning, I really didn't find anyone who could be with me for the rest of my life.
After meeting that person, it seems that I can no longer be as unrestrained as the wind and the dust.
My childhood memories started when I was five years old. The experience at that time may be too profound, but it has always been engraved in my memory. No matter how I grow up, it will still not fade away little by little.
I don’t know who my parents are, and when I can remember enough, what I think about every day is how to find food, how to fill my stomach, fish like a savage, go hunting, even beg, and then share those experiences Sophisticated beggars fight for what is theirs. Oh, also, those wild dogs also wanted to snatch food from my hands and bite me, but I am not afraid of them. If I have nothing to eat, I can only starve to death. I bit back viciously, but took a bite Gross, that feels so tiresome. At that time, I was not afraid of anything, as brave as a lion, very fierce! Later, once when I went up the mountain, I was accidentally bitten by a poisonous snake, and I was so angry that I fainted because of the poison. When I woke up, I found myself lying on a big bed. I was very surprised at that time, but I have never slept in a bed. Immediately afterwards, an uncle walked in, with a fairy spirit, and he looked like a dog. After getting in touch with him later, I realized that this was a wicked old urchin dressed in fairy skin. I forgot to mention it, but I should be able to guess that this person was my master later on. Yes, he accepted me as an apprentice, and the reason for accepting him was as curious as he was, saying that he had never seen someone as determined as me. hehe.
I sneered at his words, it was as if I ordered Rick, the old master looked at my disdain, chased me and beat me, and ran for several streets, yes, yes, and later gave me When I chose the name, I reacted the same way when I looked disdainful, and the posture of chasing me has not changed at all.
Suddenly there is a master, the biggest feeling is that I can finally not have to fight with the dog to grab food, I don't think this life is too good.
I was that old guy's first apprentice, and I was a big brother. At that time, I thought that if there was another junior junior sister or junior, I would bully her all day long and order her to my heart's content. Who told me to be a big brother Woolen cloth.
Later, a little junior sister actually came to the boring mountain, she was a pretty little kid, but it didn't matter to me whether she was pretty or not, as long as she was easy to handle.
It's just that I didn't expect this girl to be so boring. I was looking forward to it at the beginning. Really, who knew that this stinky girl would stare at my face every day and make a fuss, um... I don't like it, that look makes me feel uncomfortable what.
Although she can be beaten and scolded freely, bullied and manipulated as I like, but I feel that it is boring, this mountain is still so boring, forget it, I will find more interesting things to do. I told the master the ins and outs, and he said that I owed it, and he chased me and beat me for several blocks. Finally, let me go! Then I rolled, but...there seems to be no street on the mountain, so there are several mountains. The old man chased me and beat me. I ran several mountains. I learned martial arts very quickly, and gradually surpassed him , and then he never caught up with me again, which made me feel boring again. boring. Maybe I really owe it to draw like this, although I think so, but no one can draw me, after all, I am so good. Then, I found something interesting, I met another person, an old guy, he was a drug maker, and he was good friends with my old immortal master, although I think it's not normal for these two people to be good. But that's none of my business. I like to study all kinds of poisons, and then find ways to eliminate them. I enjoy the sense of satisfaction and accomplishment very much, but my master doesn't let me learn it. Although I can run He, but couldn't beat him, so he had to learn secretly.
A few years later, my little junior sister, that perverted girl, went down the mountain, she seemed to be going to be her princess, although I was a little bit reluctant, but it was just a little bit, that girl was really boring, I guess I was thinking about many people Well, I gave her a lot of pills, then waved and sent her down the mountain. Later, after a few more years, I became an adult, wandered around outside, and made many enemies, but they didn't dare to do anything to me. Although my master was boring, he was very powerful in martial arts, and his status was also very high. Very powerful. I thought I would live like this for a few more years, but who knew that one day, that guy would suffer a backlash and hurt his body while he was practicing, and his condition worsened day by day, even the second master couldn't cure him, my medical skills are half-baked I can't even count on it. Later, he left. The way he died was as funny as he was, but I couldn't laugh. I thought he could stay with me for a long time, but I didn't expect it to be so sudden. I personally buried him on the top of the mountain, so that he can always rely on this mountain, just like my feelings for this mountain, just like my feelings for him. After he left, I felt even more boring, and living was boring. I think I miss him a lot, the kind that I miss him very much. After all, in my life, he is both a father and a mother. As a master, I don't want him to miss anyone. Although I don't want to admit it, I did cry for a long time, in the days when he left, and later in the days when I often thought of him. After a while, I couldn't stand the current state. It happened that a few men in black came up the mountain and said they wanted to invite me down the mountain. Then I went to find my little junior sister whom I hadn't seen for many years. After all, apart from my master Apart from that, the only thing left is to be closest to her. When I arrived at the princess mansion, I turned my head and looked over, and found that she was different from a few years ago, not because of her appearance, but because of her personality. I found her quite funny, especially when I saw her face that was so angry that I was so angry. I can only hold back, haha. Not bad for a few months here.
After getting along with her for a period of time, I found that this person is really interesting. I even look forward to her appearing in my private courtyard every day, bickering and fighting with her every day.
However, I found that her attention was all on that Yongning Hou Shizi. For some reason, every time I heard her mention this person, I became so irritable that I didn't even want to play with the fan.
Later, at a banquet, she left me directly and sat next to Wen, who was directly opposite. Looking at the two people sitting together, I felt even more upset. If I had known, I would have dragged her Don't let her go.
However, what I thought seemed a little unrealistic. From the moment I saw her again, I felt that she was beyond my imagination and also made me unpredictable. I couldn't predict what she wanted to do, let alone interfere. Sure enough, after she found out by accident that I have medical skills, she actually thought of asking me to treat that guy's cold poison. How could I agree, I couldn't agree, I hate that guy before it's too late. Besides, cold poison is a rare poison, and the medicinal materials are even more scarce, and they are all in extremely dangerous places. I will not agree to it, and I will not be able to do it. I just saw her come to my courtyard repeatedly, begging, and I couldn't bear it anymore. I couldn't see her like this, but I couldn't see her doing all this for other people. Obviously I am her senior brother, I met her first, and she is the only one left for me. In the end, I still can't resist the true thoughts in my heart. I think no matter how intractable the cold poison is, I plan to agree to her. But when she threw me a copy of "The Book of Miraculous Doctors" a moment ago, and bluntly said that she would go alone to a dangerous place to get medicinal materials, I was stunned. Even though those eyes are still faint, I know better than anyone else that there is affection for that person in them, but it's hidden so deep that maybe even she herself can't see it clearly. I wanted to twitch the corners of my mouth and laugh at her as before, but I couldn't laugh at all. It seems that in my junior sister's heart, that person is really much more important than me.
But even so, I went with her, to those extremely dangerous places. I can't just watch her die, I know that her internal strength of more than ten years is gone, I knew it from the first moment I saw her.
When I was in a very dangerous place, perhaps because of guilt, she was always walking in front of me, trying to resist the danger first.
I looked at her back and felt that she seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me. Even though I temporarily lived in her courtyard and was the closest to her, even though I knew her first and was the closest to her, she was one by one. The point is getting further and further away from me.
After going through all kinds of life and death battles, we got the medicinal materials, but she passed out because of the exhaustion of her internal strength.
Carrying her on my back, I climbed over mountains and walked through streets, and finally that part of the road came to an end.
I sent her back to the Princess Mansion and called Yongning Hou Shizi.
I think she should want this person to be by her side.
Later, Yongning Hou Shizi cured the cold poison, and the road ahead of me became more and more unclear.
I thought that day would come in a few days, but when I least expected it, it was so suddenly and decisively placed in front of me with no way back.
She is going to get married, with Yongning Hou Shizi.
At night, I drank a lot of wine for the first time, but my brain was always awake, reminding me of the fact that I didn't want to believe. I was lying on the roof eaves, looking at the full moon in the night sky, but I couldn't see it clearly. I'm in my own direction now.
That day, I watched her put on the bright red wedding dress, and I carried her on my back and walked forward step by step.
I specifically asked for this qualification from the emperor, in exchange for three years of freedom to maintain the relationship between the imperial court and the world, in exchange for sending her to marry as her elder brother.
At that time, I felt that time passed too fast, and I hoped that the road in front of me could be out of reach. For the first time, I hoped for the gods, hoping that time could stay at this moment, just like this, let me carry her on my back, forever and ever go far.
It's just that, for a person like me who has been wandering for more than ten years and has never believed in a god, the god will not take care of me.
After all, that section of the road came to an end, I carefully put her down, and helped her into the sedan chair, I even clearly remember her hand slipping away from mine bit by bit.
I stood at the back, and the welcoming team took her away. She is a princess of a country, the most beloved daughter of the emperor of Qingxia Kingdom. That big wedding was too grand, and I watched her walk away and leave little by little. my sight.
At that moment, countless crazy thoughts flashed through my mind, but everything was just a delusion after all, and she finally completely left my side.
When the joyful suona sounded, the sourness and pain in my heart could no longer be unbearable, like raging waves all overwhelmed me, my eye sockets became moist instantly, and the redness gradually became blurred, just like my Traces, blurred a little and then disappear.
In this world, the other person who is closest to me will leave me completely.
I think I probably will never see her again.
I looked at the direction she left and offered my sincere wishes.
Junior sister, I hope you can live happily and peacefully every day in the future. I can dedicate the rest of my life to the gods and beg him to bring the greatest blessings to you.
——May I always protect your senior brother