SPN one-shots.

Behind blue eyes

It's a bit from my imagination, and inspiration. I don't know what to update or what to write so I'll post this now. Request.
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Behind blue eyes,
There's sadness,
There's madness,
There's everything that you don't know about.
The pain that cuts my heart is unbearable,
The screams that echoes in my head are full of pain,
The nightmares that bothers me all night are terrifying.
Sometimes you just want it to stop, But its a part of me,
The pain,
The lust,
The fake smile,
It's all me and nobody else,
The blue is fading from my eyes,
Now it's only pitch black.
You have lost me,
There's no more me,
Now there is only demons that hid inside of me.