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They soon reached Shehnaaz's house. She was walking really fast almost running from the car to the building.
Sid- Bhaag kyu rahi hai?
Sana- Firr kisine dekh liya toh sau baatein karenge.
He held her hand from the wrist that kept her in her place.
Sid- Aaram se chal, tera ghar hai ye, kisike bolne se ghanta farak nahi padta.
He walked behind her as she slowed down her pace.
As soon as they entered her house she walked into her room to get the mangalsutra.
Sana- Tu baith mai dhundke aati hu.
She opened her cupboard and opened her secret locker. It had all her memories, all the precious things.
In her clumsiness, some things fell out. Sidharth came in to ask her what happened, she quickly scrambled the things and stuffed them inside before he could see her.
It was dome photos she got of them and the kids, she couldnt ofcourse let him see that.
After literally hunting dowm her entire cupboard she pulled out a box and placed it on her dressing table as she closed and locked her locker.
Sana- Ye lo, mil gaya...
Sid- Thank god!
She opened the box which had mangalsutra and her engagement ring, she pulled out the mangalsutra and tried to latch it behind her neck. She was trying but somehow as if she ran out of practice, she couldnt.
Sid- Agar kisise madat mang logi toh choti nahi hojaogi tum. Kab samjhogi ki madat mangna chota nahi kar dega tujhe. Mai kar deta hu.
Sana- *Gasp* Sidharth nahi...
Sid didnt even let her complete,
Sid- chup karo.
He took the mangalsutra from her hands into his.
He was about to put it around her neck when his eyes finally fell on the mangalsutra, he grazed ut with his hands.
Sid- Shehnaaz ye toh tera mangalsutra hai...
Sana- *getting fidgety* Ghar mai aur kon mangalsutra pehnega Sidharth?
Sid-Mera matlab hai ye humari shadi mai maine pehnaya tha tujhe... Ye humara hai.
Sana- Wow, I... Didnt expect you to remember it.
Sid- And I didnt expect you to still have it.
Sana- Well... I do.... And... Uhm, late horaha hai, jaldi karte hai.
Sid- Haa, haa yaha aa.
He quickly tied the mangalsutra around her neck, someone they both felt validated again, like it was meant to be.
Sid- Oyee ring! Pehen le, dadi woh bhi na puchle.
Without even thinking he took the ring out and put it in her ring finger. It was later when he felt Shehnaaz's eyes on him, he understood what he did.
Sid- I... Am sorry... I actually...
Sana- Its okay, I think you should wear a ring too?
Sid- Me?
Sana- Mere haath mai engagement ring and tere haath mai... Already ring hai?
She changed ger sentence in shock as she finally noticed the ring in his hand.
Sana- Ye toh... Maine pehnayi thi humare engagement pe.
Sid- Haa woh mujhe ye ring pasand hai, matlab design pasand hai aur vaise bhi mai kuch pehenta nahi hu na toh...
Sana- Okay parr...
He cut her in between because he had no answers to her questions,
Sid- Shehnaaz tu toh ye mangalsutra, ring, sindoor mai bohot manti thi na, toh ab tu Dr. Aman se shadi ka koi ornament nahi pehenti? Tu kabse ye sab na maan ne lagi?
Sana- *dry chuckle* Humara divorce kab hua tha?
Sid- 24th oct?
Sana- Haa, tab se. Jab ye sab kuch kiya tha tab kaha sab thik hua tha? Hua toh vahi joh hona tha...
She walked a little away and Sidharth's heart kind of broke with her blatant taunts.
He pulled her back and made her stand on place and asked seriously,
Sid- Do you regret marrying me? Do you think we shouldve never gotten married or something?
Sana stayed silent for a while before she changed the subject entirely,
Sana- Humari shadi ka album chahiye unhe.
Sid- Toh uska kya bahana denge?
Sana- Le jaate hai album, kyu itni si baat pe unhe naraz karna.
Sid- Tujhe pata hai kaha hai album?
Sana- Hmm, Gharpe.
Sid- Hai yaha? Nikaal firr... Ek hi saath nikal deti na.
Sana- Sidharth iss gharpe nahi woh... Uss gharpe, woh pehle wale...
Sid- *softly* Humare gharpe?
He asked and dhe nodded softly.
Sid- Chal firr.
The entire ride to their home was silent. Both of them had no idea how they were going to walk back somewhere which was once their home, their paradise.
They reached their door step on the 15th floor and the name plate reminded them of their days of togetherness.
Flashback.
Sid- Taddaaaa! HUMARE ghar ki nameplate.
Sana- *gasps* Sid... Its beautiful parr Mr and Mrs hota hai na baby, pehle mera naam kyu?
Sid- Because Mrs is always first.
Sana- Tu aisi cute baatein karta hai na toh mai pighal jaati hu.
She pinched his cheek.
Sid- Chal drama queen.
Flashback ends
Sid- Uhh... Lock!
Sana- Haa ye le chabi.
*together*
Sid- I got the key!
Sid- Nice, Hum dono ke paas hai chabi...
He opened the lock and both theur hearts were beating with monster speed.
Sid- You go first.
Sana nodded and put one step in the house and her eyes stung with tears.
A big potrait that said Welcome to our Paradise on the front wall welcomed them in.
They remembered each and every detail of their house and how they had decorated it together, the sofa, the dining table, the little show pieces and trophies in the show case, the pillows, the wall full of pictures of them and their kids and the balcony... Their favorite balcony!
Both of them stood there absorbing the memories.
Sana- Ye ghar saalo se unopened toh nahi lag raha.
Sid- Uhmm, mai aaya tha yaha kuch vakt pehle.
Sana- Kyu? If you dont mind me asking though.
Sid- Bank ke kuch papers lene the humare joint account ke.
Sana- *smiled* Le liye?
Sid- Uhm, haa.
Sana- Sid woh papers mere paas hai, mai tumhe aane ke baad de dungi, yaha koi papers nahi hai.
Sid was caught off guard but he decided to catch her offguard too,
Sid- Yaha jyada dhul bhi nahi hai... Itne saal band raha hai toh dhul toh honi chahiye na.
Sana- Maine pichle saal saaf karvaya tha.
Sid- Karvaya tha ya kiya tha?
He looked at her immediately.
Sana- *almost inaudible* Kiya tha.
Sid- Kyu? If you don't mind me asking though.
Sana- Woh... Photos chahiye the baccho ke... Kavya ke school mai bachpan ka photo chahiye tha.
Sid- *smiling* Konsa pictures? Vahi albums joh tere cupboard se giri thi?
Sana- Haa matlab, Bachpan ke, first birthday wale.
Sid- Acha? Humare manali vacation trip ke photos the toh kaafi ache, jaha kavya aur Navya conceive hue the... I remember.
Sana was totally speechless, shw didnt know he saw them.
Sana- Photos dhund le?
Together- Mai balcony mai check karta/karti hu!
Sana- Hum dono ko pata hai ki balcony mai toh photos nahi hai, mai bedroom mai dekhti hu tu balcony jaake aa.
She said with a straight face.
Sid- Hmmm.
They walked their ways because if they had to walk through this house it cant be together... They werent made that strong.
She put a hand on her heart before entering the bedroom, their bedroom.
She opened the door to see a huge wall sized pictire of them hung above the bed.
Her mind was on roll, memories played like a movie in her head, one after other.
She went ahead to sit on their bed and caress the sheets, the calender on the side table still showed a 5 year old date, she physically felt pain.
This was her paradise, what happened to it, what struck it so hard?
Meanwhile, Sidharth walked into the balcony.
The balcony was their favorite, they sat there for hours and still didnt ever get tired of it.
The dried out plants were once fresh like their marriage, the now creaking swing once saw all of them sit on them for hours.
He saw the mirror and all that mirror could show him was his once happy family, shehnaaz watering the plants while she held Vivaan in her arms and Sidharth sitting on the swing with Kavya and Navya. The good old days
He seriously wished there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've already left them.
(Credits- Andy, The Office🤧❤)
In the room, Shehnaaz opened the cupboard to find a little of their belongings dusting inside the cupboard.
She bent down to take out the big bag to find the album and she did.
She found the album and took it out, along with it fell a note he had written to her on valentines.
I love you my heart, tu sab kuch hai meri. You are my today, my tomorrow and my forever.
She heard his footsteps approaching so she quickly hid the note in her pocket.
Sid- Mila?
Sana- Hmm, mil gaya... Ye le.
He looked around the room, hia mind playing its own movie.
Sid- Chale?
Sana- Thodi der rukk sakte hai?
She asked out of no where, she had no idea why but she wanted to.
She walked further ahead when her dupatta got stuck in the cupboard handle and she fell two steps ahead.
Sidharth held her by her arms while her face landed roughly on his chest.
They stayed like that for 5 seconds before they got back to the position.
Sidharth's eyes wandered behind shehnaaz on the wall where they had put up a quote frame.
Your hug >>>>>>> A thousand problems.
Sana caught him staring continously at the wall,
Sana- Kya dekh raha hai?
She followed his eye line until she reached the quote too. She looked at the frame and then to him, at the same time his eyes were taken off the frame and on her.
The silence was deep and meaningful, they both knew what was going in their heads.
Sana- Tune ek sawal pucha tha thodi der pehle, yaad hai?
Sid- Konsa?
Sana- Shadi wala...
Sid- *deeper voice* Hmm.
Sana- I dont.
Unshed tears were clearly seen in both their eyes, of how the world and their destiny had wronged them of how they didnt deserve thia pain and of how one hug will make their life better.
They didnt know what came into them,
Together- I want to hug you...
They both looked at each other in amusement. Shehnaaz was going to reconsider her thoughts when he said,
"Aaj ke liye, humare ghar ke liye..."
"Humare ghar ke liye" she breathed shallow as she was immediately pulled in his arms, her hands rested on his back while she was totally engulfed by his big strong body.
She was now noticing that his body was much more toned now, his muscles had increased, he was hot then and hot now.
For him she was still petite small baby who fit just perfectly in his arms, they fit together like they were made for each other.
She was now thinner but she still had the curves, he didnt like the fact that she was now much thinner in a weaker way, he liked her chubby side.
Her face moved up to look at his face rested on her head while his hands moved lower to hold he by her waist.
None of all this felt wierd and nothing else mattered in that moment.
He placed a light kiss on her head which he didnt even let her feel so that nothing becomes awkward. This house and this hug together felt home.
Sana- Sid... Chale? She said still in the hug.
This was the first time she called him Sid, again. He let a few more tears trickle down his face and inhaled her presence once again before leaving him.
They left the room after giving it a last scan and taking the album with them.
When she came by the main door again she took a galnce at the photo wall,
Sana- Sidharth sunn.
Sid- Haa?
Sana- Ye... Family photo baccho ke liye lele? Unko dekhke acha lagega teeno ko saath.
They took the photo where Sidharth was sitting with three year old Kavya and Navya on his lap while Shehnaaz stood by his side holding his shoulder with one hand and holding Vivaan close to her with another hand.
She had always been super protective of Vivaan though because he was her miracle baby.
They walked out of their house and locked it again, while walking towards the elevator their rings clinked, they looked at the rings and a small smile came on their face.
They almost forgot about their magnetic rings, the rings were magnetic and clinked together if brought closer.
Shehnaaz was still in haze of visiting the house, she had no controls on her emotions what so ever, she was so lost that she would kiss him if she looked at him long enough.
They both moved their hands a little ahead and Sidharth held her hand while their rings stuck together as it got closer.
They walked to the car hand in hand and the hands weren't let lose the entire ride back, the ride was equally silent as none of them could get over their house and its memories.
They were just outside the gate when Shehnaaz's phone rang in her other hand, the screen blinked on with Dr. Aman's name in huge letters.
It did not take Sidharth more than a split second to leave her hand while still keeping his eyes on the car.
He took a deep breath to calm down.
"She is not yours, she is not yours, SHE. IS. NOT. YOURS!" He kept mumbling in his mouth before they entered the gate.
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