Tears Are In My Eyes And I Ca...

By sk8thatsk8edaway

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Pain Sorrow Apologies Hurt Help.. Those are the things that SHSL Nurse, Mikan Tsumiki is familiar with the mo... More

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๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŒง1- M-My Name is..Mikan Tsumiki๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ““โ™ฆ๐Ÿ2- !Bikes and Introductions! ๐Ÿโ™ฆ๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน 3-Little Spaces ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽ€
๐Ÿถ๐Ÿฑโ˜๐Ÿ”ฎ4-Glass Shards๐Ÿ”ฎโ˜๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿถ
๐Ÿ“…๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ‘˜5- Pig Slut! ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“…
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š6- !And They Were Roommates!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿ”’๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒง7- Dancing Detention๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽน๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”’
๐Ÿšซ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค8- !I Dont!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšซ
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿง9- Cupcakes๐Ÿง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽง10- The Rockstar and the Musician๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽธ ๐Ÿ’ง
๐ŸŽธ๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’ง11- Pick Your Pick!๐Ÿ’ง๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ•ธ๐ŸŽธ
๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ12- Friendly Rejection๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง
๐Ÿšบ๐Ÿ‘˜๐ŸŒง14- !Ugly Slutty Nurse! ๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿšบ
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ’‰๐ŸŒง15- !They're All Gonna Laugh At You !๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ’‰๐Ÿ’ป๐ŸŒช
โ˜”๐ŸŒ™โ›ˆ๐Ÿฉธ16- I'm a Mess๐Ÿฉธโ›ˆ๐ŸŒ™โ˜”
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐ŸŒก17- Bandaged Wounds๐ŸŒก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒช๐Ÿ“๐Ÿšช18- Rude Visitor๐Ÿšช๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒช
๐Ÿ–ฅ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿšฟโ˜•19- Hot Cocoa for Fourโ˜•๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿ–ฅ
๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ๐Ÿšฝโ›ˆ!20- !Non-Consensual!โ›ˆ๐Ÿšฝ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿผ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸLittle Tots Shorts 1- How Opposites Attract๐Ÿ๐Ÿ“š
๐Ÿ›‹๐Ÿงถ๐ŸŽ€21- It Takes Time to Figure it Out๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿงถ๐Ÿ›‹
โš™๐Ÿ’ก๐ŸŽน22- !Miss Iruma and Miss Akamatsu!๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ’กโš™
๐ŸŒง๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿ”ฅ23- Fuel ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ“ท๐ŸŒง
๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค24- !Miss Little Iruma!๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง
๐Ÿฆƒโœจโญ25- A Show of Talents โญโœจ๐Ÿฆƒ
๐Ÿ’ปโš—โšพ26- Gimkitโšพโš—๐Ÿ’ป
๐Ÿ‘ ๐ŸŽฌ27- The Fashionistas Internal Interview ๐ŸŽฌ๐Ÿ‘ 
๐ŸŠ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŸ28- A Fox in the Bunny's Burrow๐ŸŸ๐ŸŒช๐ŸŠ
๐Ÿต๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ“š29: Chamomile Tea ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽง๐Ÿต
๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿก๐ŸŒ†30: Lia's TeaBubbles ๐ŸŒ†๐Ÿก๐Ÿง‹
๐Ÿ“œ๐ŸธLil Tots Shorts 2: Eyes of the Frog๐Ÿธ๐Ÿ“œ
๐ŸŒฉโš ๏ธ๐Ÿต31: Smashed Glass๐Ÿตโš ๏ธ๐ŸŒฉ
๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿ“‹32: Hung Up๐Ÿ“‹๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒ 
๐Ÿšฝ๐ŸŒง๐ŸŽค33: The Bunny's Blackmail๐ŸŽค๐ŸŒง๐Ÿšฝ
๐Ÿช๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿซ–34: Red Velvet๐Ÿซ–๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿช
๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ’ด35: HMKMB Squad ๐Ÿ’ด๐Ÿ”๐Ÿซ
๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ—ƒ36: Out of The Red๐Ÿ—ƒ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ“š
๐ŸŽญ๐Ÿช„โœจ37: The Keys Press Down and the Guitar Strums a Stringโœจ๐Ÿช„๐ŸŽญ
๐Ÿ›๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿงธ38: The (Not Yet) Gay Squad๐Ÿงธ๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ›
๐Ÿ›๐Ÿฅ›๐ŸŽŸ39:The Big Sleepover๐ŸŽŸ๐Ÿฅ›๐Ÿ›
๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿง‹40: In Town๐Ÿง‹๐Ÿฉ๐ŸŒธ
๐Ÿชณ๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿฆ‹Little Shorts 3: Those Rosy Lips๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ“œ๐Ÿชณ
๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿชต๐Ÿฅ41: The Woods Above๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿชต๐ŸŒณ
๐Ÿฉฑ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŽ–42: Team Muscle๐ŸŽ–๐ŸŒณ๐Ÿฉฑ
๐Ÿง—๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ—ก43:Rock Slipping๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿง—
๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿ’•44: Because I Love Her๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ‘˜๐Ÿงธ
๐Ÿฅ‹๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿ‘Š45: Take That, Degenerate!๐Ÿ‘Š๐ŸŒฉ๐Ÿฅ‹
๐Ÿฅ‹๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฉ46: Steaming Bathhouse๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿฅ‹
โ›ธโ„๐Ÿฅค47: Skating On a Lake๐Ÿฅคโ„โ›ธ
๐ŸŽน๐Ÿšช48: Bad Aura๐Ÿšช๐ŸŽน
๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿญ49: I Need To Tell You Something ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿ“ท๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ
โšพ๏ธ๐ŸŽคโ™Ÿ50: Residence of Kuwataโ™Ÿ๐ŸŽคโšพ๏ธ
๐ŸŒƒโ„๐ŸŒจ51: Starting the Break๐ŸŒจโ„๐ŸŒƒ
๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’งโš”52: Parasitic Thoughtsโš”๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ”ฎ
๐Ÿ“šโ›ˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ53: My Fault๐Ÿ”ฅโ›ˆ๐Ÿ“š
โ˜”๐ŸŽญ๐ŸŒช54: Bandaged, not Healed๐ŸŒช๐ŸŽญโ˜”
๐Ÿ”ซโŒš๐ŸŒช55: Boss Suspects ๐ŸŒชโŒš๐Ÿ”ซ
๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŒจ๐Ÿ‘‘56: Queen of Cookies ๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒจ๐ŸŽ„
๐Ÿ’‹โ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿช57: Seven Minutes๐Ÿชโ˜ƒ๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹
๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ“ฌ58: Scarring Reminders๐Ÿ“ฌ๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ
๐Ÿ—ก๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿšช59: When Cold Meets Emotions๐Ÿšช๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿ—ก
๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“ฑ60: Tournament๐Ÿ“ฑ๐Ÿ“š๐ŸŽฎ
๐Ÿ“ž๐Ÿ“•โ˜๏ธ61: Taka(aki)โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“ž

๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŽƒ13- The Night Where the Lights Flash Bright ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‘ป๐ŸŒ™

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By sk8thatsk8edaway

*:..。o○Friday, Day of the Dance○o。..:*
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"Stay still, please. " Kaede spoke softly, dabbing a bit more blush onto the pale skin.

"Sorry.. " Mikan apologized. Her cheeks for a bit more rosier, but at the same time paler when she checked herself in the mirror. Smokey eyeshadow, black lips with a few droplets of fake blood down her mouth, mascara on her eyelashes.

She looked... scary and yet... so pretty. She stood up and stared at herself in the mirror- Her white nurses outfit with intentional fake blood splattered on it, two dots on her neck as a fake bite mark, tattered nurses headband, ripped black fishnet leggings... everything would've been great for how Mikan looked if only it weren't for how tight it was- it wrapped around her waist and boobs, making them stand out. Worst of all you could still see her panties of she bent over even if the skirt of the dress was exactly knee-level. Her heels hurt her slightly, but for fun she wore tattered white thin socks too keep away any blisters.

"Mikan, you look pretty good! " Kaede smiled- Akamatsu had a fake white wig on that was styled in the fashion of Marie Antoinettes hair, an elaborate 1700s French royal gown, puffs, and all. Handmade! Heavy white makeup on with rosy red lips and a fake beauty mark under her eye. Still, the pianist looks beautiful. On her neck however was a bloody red line- where the actual Marie Antoinette was beheaded.

"Thank you Akamatsu.. you look great yourself! I should meet H-Hinata sometime... she seems nice and I-I can use some knitting tips.. " Mikan smiled, grabbing her fake syringe, it had a mix of dragon fruit juice and fake blood in it to make it more believable.

"Let's go, you can meet your date at the dance downstairs. "

Oh right.... him.

".. Okay! " Mikan froze, quickly getting up and tripping over herself when she took a step.

"Oh geez- be careful Mikan. " Kaede helped the vampire nurse up. "I hope that the dance will... be enjoyable for you, Tsumiki."

"Thank you.. you too, Akamatsu. "

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In the Gymnasium
----

"Oh wow! " The gym was no longer a gym... it was a whole rave! Flashing colorful lights, loading Halloween and alternative music blasting. The DJ of this whole party was none other than Ibuki Mioda herself! Sticking to her word, dressed as a big, colorful peanut. It had all the colors of pride flags on, which was quite admirable of the rock star. Tables in the back were full of drinks, candy, and snacks, kids of all grades were talking to each other, dancing, eating, sitting and even a few were making out in the back hallway!

"LET ME HEAR YOU GUYS MAKE SOME NOISE! "

Ibuki yelled into the microphone, turning up the volume to some Avril Lavigne music.

"This... this a lot t-to ta-take in.. " Mikan looked around, squinting. The lights were hard to avoid, especially if it blinded you right in the eyes!

"Mikan, is it okay that I go meet up with friends? " Kaede asked.

"G-go on, A-A-Akamatsu. I don't w-want to waste your t-time. " Mikan assured the pianist, her face a bit blank.

"Oh, okay. Thanks Tsumiki. Call me if anything happens, okay? "

"Okay, h-have fun! " Marie Antoinette then disappeared into the puddle of crowds, blending in quire easily, especially for the elaborate costume.

When is Fukaina gonna come? What if he stood me up? Just calm down, Mikan. You're getting ridiculous. She nervously grabbed her long uneven hair and tugged on it to calm herself down. Maybe I should just go to the Hall and wait for him there. She spotted Mondo, Leon, and Hagakure in the corner, cigarettes in their hands while Ishimaru (dressed as Frankenstein) lectured them. Mondo was dressed as a werewolf, which fit his overall aesthetic with the wolf ears, sharp teeth and furry tail. Leon was Pennywise from the famous movie and novel It, and Hagakure was a mummy. They all looked nice- Ishimaru did look like he spent time on his makeup since his face had a black line across it with stitches painted on top of it- his left side of his head was more pale, but with red fire painted and even that side of his hair was dyed white!

She left pit in the hallway which was more illuminated by a normal lightbulb than the gym, resting her back onto the wall.

That's a lot of people... I don't know if I can do it. She stared at the tiled ground, before quickly looking up to see a bloody face. She did what most normal people would usually do when they're scared.

She screamed.

"WAIT HOLD ON YOU PUSSY ITS JUST ME! "

"F-Fukaina? " The nurse looked up. She saw those same swiss green locks of hair but messier, now that she looked closer the blood that he had on his face was fake. He held a plastic knife and his clothes were tattered. "Like my costume. "

"W-what are you supposed t-to be? "

"A serial killer, duh! Can't you tell? " Fukaina spat, rolling his eyes. He took a quick look at Mikan costume and blushed quickly.

Oh shit! She looks so hot!

"W-what? I-Is my costume bad!? " Mikan panicked.

"No-no.. not at all, tits. It shows your figure really well. " Fukaina raised his eyebrows, licking his teeth. "I love it. "

"H-huh? O-Oh! Th-Thank you! " Mikan blushed, the pit on her stomach growing deeper and more sickly

Why do I feel so uncomfortable? Why? I'm supposed to like these comments but... they feel.... so.... ugly. So disgusting... but... I'm just being sensitive

"Honestly, you're better looking than most of the grade! "

"N-no I'm not... " Mikan inhaled, her eyes frantically searching the dimly lit halls for a door with certain symbols

Where's the bathroom!? I need to-I need to calm myself down

"You lookin for something, sweet cheeks? " Fukaina asked, licking his knife.

"... the bathroom? "

"Oh, want me to walk you there? "

Don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes don't say yes

"... Yes pleas-please. "

YOU HAD ONE JOB YOU STUPID GIRL!

"Alright then, fine by me! "

Just be in and out, Mikan. No big deal

It seemed to take forever to get to the bathroom doors, a few turns and lefts and rights.... how does anyone navigate this school!?

"Right there. I'll be waiting out here, so don't worry. " Fukaina assured the girl, oblivious to her discomfort.

"Yeah... " Mikan walked rather quickly into the bathroom, setting her hands on the sink and her syringe on the sink where the needle wasn't anywhere near the disgusting water. She took off the needle itself and quickly let the dragon juice spill into her mouth and run down her throat, the taste wasn't that bad, almost good! It dripled down her chin but she didn't care. She was dressed as a vampire, so it fit with her costu-

"Ew! What are you doing you slut!? Is that blood? "

Oh no

"Huh? " Mikan quickly turned around, finding a familiar dancer with her long, banana blonde hair in a giant braid with flowers stuck in it, a beautiful purple dress similar to a disney princess and some freckles across her fair pale skin.

"S-Saionji!? "

*About the sprites in the images not matching the description i gave for the characters, I couldn't find any sprites that matched the description so just pretend they have their costumes on!*

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