All teens break in a time of their life, but Tsukasa crumbled. OR Tsukasa falls asleep during a show and Rui looses control of his anger and beats Tsukasa up. Everyone is visually worried about Tsukasa enough to the point where cards and letters flood his room to the brim for when he finally comes back from the hospital. But in the hospital Tsukasa finally notice's that he isn't mentally ok..at all ):3 Do not read if you are sensitive TO: Angst Suicide Gore Swearing Ruikasa Akitoya Sakika (saki X Ichika) Bad Parents Homophobia Cringe Bad grammar Please note that all of the chapters above the chapter labeled GRAIN are badly written, and are much older than the chapters after GRAIN.