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PANIC ATTACKS OR PAST?

Hey peeps... I'm back with my update.. As it's a little bit sad.. It's about Abir.. So hope you guys like it...
Even I have a little scared while writing this so...

Happy readings..

In the middle of night...

Abir got up with jerk... Shouting "mishttiiii"

His body was drenched with full sweat. He looked restless ..

He is crying too much. His eyes don't want to stop. He is trying to keep
himself calm but all vain..

He is afraid that Mishti will leave him.

Kunal got up and tried to make him calm...

Kunal : What happened bhai..why did you shout...?? Mishti is here with us in her tent..

Abir : Nanko call her noww... Vo Mujhe chhodke chali jayegi  nanko please use bula yaha..

Kunal : Don't worry Bhai.. Please tension mat lijiye I'm going to take her here right now.. Please.. She will not leave you bhai.. Please be calm..

Abir : Nanko.. Tension ki baat hai.. Woh..woh bhi Mujhe chhod ke chali jaayegi kya??  Woh bhi uski Tarah Mujhe chhod degi..

His whole body got shiver..
He is not in control of anyone..

Kunal went to Mishti's tent.. Wake her up and
Kunal : Chashmish uthh..

Mishti : Kya hai yr duffer.. sone de naa..

Kunal : Chashmish.. Bhai got panic attack again... He is asking for you

Mishti got up with jerk and rushed towards him...

Mishti went near him and hugged him tightly...

Mishti : Shhhh Shhhh Abir... Shant Ho jaao...see I'm here.. I'm here with you abir don't be afraid..
Abir hugged her tightly and..

Abir : Mishti... You will not leave me know.. Please I'll not be able to live without you.. Please Mujhe chhod ke mat jaana.. I promise main tumhe kabhi hurt nai karunga aur na hi tumhe pareshan karunga.. Please don't leave me Mishti... Please...I'm sorry for today too.. I really didn't mean to hurt you I'm so sorry.. Please don't leave me Mishti ..please..

And he started crying like hell..

Mishti : Abir.. Baba shant Ho jao... I'll not leave you... Never... I'm here and I always be there for you in every situation... Please don't cry.. Please Shant Ho jaao..aur main tumse naraaz bhi nahi hu.. Dekho I'm here with you.. So please be calm Abir..

Kuhu, Atul, Ketki, Kartik, Naira and Nishant all come there

While Seeing Abir in this condition..
Their eyes got moisted...

After alot of strength... He came back in his sense..

Mishti made him sleep and sat beside him.. She is caressing his hairs and her eyes got moisted.. She kissed his forehead..

After a while she came out from tent and hugged Kunal and started crying...

Mishti : Kunal I'm trying hard to make him normal.. And I always will try.. But after seeing him in this condition I couldn't control my tears... I'm feeling helpless noww...

she is crying like a baby..

Kunal : Shhhh...  Bachha Tujhe strong rahena hai...  Use Teri jarurat hai aur.. Tu ese weak hogi to kaise chalega... He needs you now..Mishti be strong...

Kartik (while caressing her hair ) : Gf pahele Rona bandh karo aur Mujhe ye Batao ki Abir  ko hua kya hai...

Mishti : BFF he has fear of abandonment.. He thought that I'll leave him like others..  Like his father leave his mother.. Like his ex leave him.. Likee... She is sobbing...

Kartik : But Howww?  He is perfect In everything.. So how he get this illness?

Kunal : I'll say..

FLASHBACK

When abir was a child his father ditched his mother.. And left her alone.. But at that time he has no illness..

This happened in 1st year of CA..
when he loves a girl.. Named Siyaa..

He loves her unconditionally that he fought with his mother for her...

He had not So long relationship as she is using him... She is just using him for her benefits..

One day he went to London for a trip as my mother said to him ...

He daily does her video calls and mess but she never replied him happily or she makes excuses of being busy or working..

After coming from London..he went to her home to surprise her.. But she..

She gave him a shock...

She was using him just the sake of his money..

When he went in.. she is with another guy.. In same bedroom..

He was hell shocked and he shouted at her

Abir : Siyaaaaa!!  What the hell are you doing with this guy?? (angry mode)

Siya : hey Mr. Rajvansh.. I didn't ever love you..  I was with you just the sake of money.. But you.. You are just a looser.. You didn't give me expensive gifts what every girls want from her Bf.. You just give me that so called love and huggs...
Look..  I can't live with you like this.. I want money not love..

And
Abir Bhai was standing like a statue and just asked..

Abir : Wasn't my love enough for you?  Don't you ever love me?
2 tears rolled from his eyes..

Siya : Mr. Rajvansh.. I came to you after knowing your background not your feelings..
So leave now.. You are a looser.. No one would be with you.. Neverrrr...

Flashback ends..

Present

Kunal : Abir bhai went from there.. And then he came to me..
He told me everything and I understood but after that.. He always gets panic attacks when ever he try to make friends...
He has fear that he will lose them..
And that's why he never came close to anyone specially girls..

Kartik : so from now we have to take care of him..mishti you have to try to make hi confidence as he has before..

Kuhu :  Kartik bro #Mishti is trying from so long.. And he was getting Recover by that ...
And that's why abir bro proposed her.. But today he saw nightmare about her and may be that's why he got panic attack today..

Ketu is giving strength to kuhu as she is getting weak after this..

After sometimes all went to their respective tents..

As Mishti is worried about abir she thought to stay with him.. But Kunal reassure her that he will take care of his Bhai..so she went to her tent and everyone slept..

While sleeping Mishti made a plan for Abir..

To make him realize that he is special to her..

And slept..

To be continue...

So all for today.. Hope you guys like it.. As it's a bit sad..
I know but.. I have to write this...
Will update new chapter soon.. As I'm not able for three days so..
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Lots of love
Good night..
Peace out..

Note : Picture is taken from twitter