Mine

Chapter 3

It's been a few weeks since tour started, and Camila and I have grown closer, she's been spending more time with me then with my brother. The other day we all were hanging out and playing soccer then I think Zach took a picture of Austin basically looking at Camila's butt, then the idiot of my brother decided to post it, which caused Camila to get hate, then she ended up crying because of it. I was there to comfort her I didn't mind, but it hurt seeing her cry just because of Austin being so stupid. Austin is honestly the dumbest human out there, and I laugh when people think he writes his own songs. I wrote most of his songs, 11:11, Say Something, Say you're just a friend, All I ever need, Shadow, heart in my hand, and the one I've waited for. Basically all the songs that have a real meaning unlike Banga banga and mmm yea he's clearly the ones that wrote those.

Camila and I were in her bunk cuddling watching the notebook, she made me sit through it since I've never seen it. I don't really watch romance movies, but if it was with Camila I'll gladly watch.

At the end she asked me what I thought and I said it was nice.

We laid there looking into each others eyes for a long period of time. My eyes traveled from her eyes to her lips, I've craved kissing them several times. Then I noticed her eyes travel from my eyes to lips.

"I really wanna kiss you right now" I said softly practically a whisper.

"No ones stopping you"

"Are you sure? I mean I don't wanna take away your first kiss. It should be special-"

"Just kiss me"

"Are you sure?"

"Positive"

I felt a million butterflies in my stomach by her saying that. I licked my lips to make sure they weren't chapped, then leaned in, our lips were just centimeters away I could feel her hot breath on my lips. I gently placed mine on hers, then pulled away after a few seconds. We scared into each other's eyes and she placed her hand on the back of my neck and pulling me into her lips again. Her lips moved perfectly against mine, they weren't like I dreamed of,they were even better. I poked her bottom lip with my tongue asking for permission, she let me in and we started battening. I won then massaged my tongue against hers making her moan. Probably one of the hottest things I've ever heard.

After a while We pulled away panting then noticed her swollen lips.

"Wow" she said catching her breath.

"Yea..wow"

•••

Since the kiss between Camila and I she has been a bit distance. I have tried to confront her but she makes up some excuse. Now when I have nightmares I sleep with Lauren, instead of Camila. Lauren wasn't a bad cuddler but I honestly preferred cuddling with Camila.

I was walking around playing guitar with my headphones on singing a song I wrote.

"I'm searching for something that I can't reach.

I don't like them innocent
I don't want no face fresh
Want them wearing leather
Begging, let me be your taste test.
I like the sad eyes, bad girls
Mouth full of white lies
Kiss me in the corridor,
but quick to tell me goodbye.

You say that you're no good for me
Cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve
And I swear I hate you when you leave
But I like it anyway.

My ghost
Where'd you go?
I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me
My ghost
Where'd you go?
What happened to the soul you used to be?