Mine

Chapter 22

"Let's hang the jury
You sick judgemental fools
I'll bury you six feet deep
So tired of your rules

Fuck you and your opinion
How could you be so blind?
What goes around
Comes back around in time

You don't know shit
You don't know shit about me
You don't know shit, shit, shit
Don't know a goddamn thing about me

Keep looking down on me,
I am more than you'll ever be
Cut me deep but I won't bleed
You're gonna kick, kick
Kick me when I'm down

By all means
Put me through hell
And I'll make you see
I'll be your worst enemy
Try to kick, kick, kick me when I'm down
Kick me when I'm down

Of all the sinners
You're first in line
So go to hell and tell the devil
I'm not that far behind

Fuck you and your decision
'Cause it's not mine
What goes around
Comes back around in time

You don't know shit
You don't know shit about me
You don't know shit, shit, shit
Don't know a goddamn thing about me

Keep looking down on me,
I am more than you'll ever be
Cut me deep but I won't bleed
You're gonna kick, kick
Kick me when I'm down

By all means
Put me through hell
And I'll make you see
I'll be your worst enemy
Try to kick, kick, kick me when I'm down

You're gonna kick, kick, kick me when I'm down
Kick, kick, kick me when I'm down

Kick me when I'm down
Kick me when I'm down, down, down
Kick me when I'm down, down, down
Kick me when I'm down"

"Okay y/n that's good take a break" Julian told me. We were in the studio recoding my new song Kick Me.

"Hope my mom doesn't hear me sing this" I joked when I exited the booth.

"Hey I'm gonna go get some lunch, you want anything?"

"Yea can I get a burger"

"You should really lay off the burgers you're not gonna be 18 forever" he explained to me, then I lifted up my shirt with my hand showing my abs.

"I think I'm good" I told him before setting my shirt back down.

"Chest match continues" he told me before leaving the room, I snickered before plopping down on the leather couch picking up the guitar that was resting against it.

My fingers moved up and down the neck of the guitar forming as my fingers started to form chords.

"Hey you" I heard someone say entering the room.

"Hey gorgeous" I smiled at my girlfriend before pecking my lips. "I thought you were rehearsing with the girls?"

"Yea but Sean gave us an hour break, so I thought why not come see my girlfriend"

"That's sweet" I smiled kissing her cheek,

"So where's Julian?"

"He went to get us lunch, why"

"No reason" she said before taking the guitar, straddling my lap, and placing her hands behind my neck attaching our lips together.

"Hey hey hey no sex on the couch" Julian said waking back in holding a plastic bag with takeout containers.

"Relax we haven't even gotten that far" I explained

"Yet" Camila spoke

"You know what I'm just gonna eat my lunch in the lunchroom" juilan said taking his food before leaving Camila and I alone. Camila giggled before placing a small kiss on my neck and getting off of me. I picked up the take out container that Julian left on the couch next to me. Opening was a double cheese burger with fries.

"Will forever questioning how you eat like a truck driver yet have abs" Camila said placing her hand under my shirt running it up and down my abdomen.

"Magic" I joked.

•••

"Y/n you okay? Your voice has been sounding a bit off for the past half hour?" Juilan asking me through the mic by the mixing board while I was in the booth able to hear him through the headphone.

"My throat hurts" I said running it with my hand.

"Well go home and get some rest we can pick it up tomorrow if you feel better" I Let out a sigh then placed the headphones on the mic before walking out. I picked up my leather jacket from the couch and headed to the girls rehearsals down stairs. They were I guess taking a break since they were making what seemed like a heart with the guys from AwesomenessTV.

"What the hell did I walk into" I asked seeing Normani and Dinah forming a heart, Ally who was outside it standing over it with her arms out, while Camila and Lauren were I guess an arrow.

"Oh hey" Camila smiled. "I thought you weren't finished for the day until 9?" Camila said still in her same possession

"My throat was hurting so Julian said to go home what are you doing"

"Normani and Dinah are the heart, Ally's blessing it, and Lauren and I are the arrow" Camila explained

"Ooookay um babe I'm go home you can come over later if you'd like"

"Okay" she said getting up before pecking my lips. "Drunk tea when you get home, notice I said TEA not coffee. I'll be over later okay?"

"Okay, I love you"

"I love you too"

Camila's POV

After my baby leaving with a sore throat, while she spoke her voice sounded a lot more raspy then it usually was but it did sound like she strained it.

"So did you two do the dirty yet?" Dinah asked once Y/N left

"What no oh my god" I blushed.

"But do you want to that's the real question" Normani added.

"I um.."

"You do don't you!" Lauren shouted

"Maybe..."

"Does she want to" Ally asked

"Yea" I blushed

"Aw Camila is gonna lose her innocence to Y/N" Dinah said.

"Shut up Dinah" i told her.