Mine

Chapter 11

A/N her boyfriend is such a fuckboii and deserves so much better.

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It's been a few days since the car accident. Camila keeps blaming herself for what happened, not only she's been distance again. As always I try to confront her but she either ignores me or just makes an excuse to leave. The girls told me that I should just give her a bit of room. The past few days I havent been sleeping with Camila but I have with the other girls but mostly Lauren and Ally, but their cuddles weren't the same.

The tour was in Ohio today, it was august so there was only a month left, the vamps left the tour a few days ago. Which was the same day Camila was taken to the hospital again. I didn't preform that day because once I found out I bolted to the hospital, not caring if I would get in trouble Camila was the only thing on my mind. The girls came right after their set. Austin didn't.

Everything would be so much easier if Austin doesn't bug Camila. He's been putting bullshit into her head about me, saying stuff that I always cheat on whoever I date. Which is the COMPLETE opposite, if anything HES the one who cheats. He dated Becky but at the same time he was flirting with Camila. Not to mention he had my sloppy seconds with Becky.

I was taking a bouquet of white and red roses to Camila, the girls told me that she was in their dressing room. Even if we weren't really speaking, I had to ask her out. Even if she says no I'll finally be able to get it off my chest.

Before entering her room I took a deep breath then turned the doorknob and pushed the door opened. My eyes fell on Camila who was making it with the thing I have to call "brother" making out together. When they noticed I was standing there Camila had a hurt expression on her face.

"Well I was about to ask you out but looks like you're busy." I stated coldly then through the flowers that landed by Camila's feet, the walking out slamming the door behind me.

This was honestly that I'm used to. Coming in on my "brother" making out with either a girl I liked or dated. Normally I would've just shrugged it off and moved on. This time, it hurt. Right now I would look completely fine but most likely later on I'd just be crying my heart out. Thankfully the back lounge is sound proof, since it's also a recoding studio.

I couldn't have my emotions show, my face expression was just a plain expression showing no emotion. After soundcheck I had a meet and greet. Not even gonna lie I did flirt with some girls, I mean I have nothing holding me back now. Bea and I "broke up" the other day since things weren't "working out" between us.

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"You guys tonight are very lucky tonight. Why may you ask, you guys are getting 2 new songs" I told the crowd cheered. "But before that I wanna get into some questions. So raise your hand and I'll answer honestly" I picked on a girl about the age of 18.

"What's your opinion on Chrissy costanza from Against The Current" I smiled like an idiot when she asked because there's a lot of people that know I probably have the biggest crush on her.

"She is very beautiful and talented. I would like to get to know her better but that's probably not going to happen because I'm an awkward human being" I said blushing. "And Against The Current is probably one of my favorite bands right now, actually and they were an amazing group, hopefully I get to a collab them" after a few more questions I introduced my first new song.

"Got my heart made up on you
Oooh, oooh, oooh

You said what you said
When words are knives it's hard not to forget
But something in my head wouldn't reset
Can't give up on us yet
No, whoa
Your love was so real
It pulled me in just like a magnetic field
I'd let you go but something's taking the wheel
Yeah, it's taking the wheel
Oh, whoa