Mine

Chapter 7

"Tell me something I need to know
Then take my breath and never let it go
If you just let me invade your space
I'll take the pleasure, take it with the pain

And if in the moment I bite my lip
Baby, in that moment you'll know this is
Something bigger than us and beyond bliss
Give me a reason to believe it

'Cause if you want to keep me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder
And if you really need me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder
Baby, love me harder
Love me, love me, love me
Harder, harder, harder

I know your motives and you know mine
The ones that love me, I tend to leave behind
If you know about me and choose to stay
Then take this pleasure and take it with the pain

And if in the moment you bite your lip
When I get you moaning you know it's real
Can you feel the pressure between your hips?
I'll make it feel like the first time

'Cause if you want to keep me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder (Imma love you harder)
And if you really need me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder (love me harder)
Love me, love me, love me
Harder, harder, harder
Love me, love me, love me
Harder, harder, harder

So what do I do if I can't figure it out?
You got to try, try, try again, yeah.
So what do I do if I can't figure it out?
I'm gonna leave, leave, leave again

'Cause if you want to keep me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder (Imma love you, love you, love you)
And if you really need me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder (love me, love me, baby)
'Cause if you want to keep me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder (love me harder)
And if you really need me, you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, got to love me harder (Imma love you harder)
Love me, love me, love me
Harder, harder, harder
(love me, love me, baby)
Love me, love me, love me
(just a little bit, harder, harder, baby)
Harder, harder, harder" my voice along with Ariana's sang together in the playback. We were able to write 2 songs together while I was here which were Love Me Harder, and Almost is Never Enough. I've been out in LA for about a month maybe a bit less. My mom flew in from Texas every now and then, which made me really happy because living out in Miami I wasn't able to see her often, I've always had thoughts about moving to Texas but never went through with it.

In the time I've been in LA I kept up with Camila and the girls but recently for the past two weeks she hasn't been answering my calls or messages. I couldn't get a hold of the other girls much because they were always busy. I also wrote a song called Next to You, probably one of my favorites. (A/N you'll hear Next to You further into the story)

I'll be heading back on the tour. It's mid august and right now they were in Connecticut and I'll be back on it when they go to Boston. I was excited to be back on stage performing, and to see everyone again. I was flying out tomorrow and I'll be in Boston the next day for the show so I had one more day in LA.

Becky texted me saying she heard I was in LA so we wanted to hang out since we haven't been able to do that in a really long time. We've had this thing going but of course Austin got in the way. She would honestly say she's hang out with him just to be able to hang out with me so it wouldn't get suspicious of us.

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"But how does it feel to pretend I'm not real
When the distance between us just isn't ideal
So open your eyes a day at a time
And I'm closer to being next to you-" I was cut off by a knock at my door. I set my guitar down on the living room couch and answered the door.

"Hey Becky good to see you again" I said and pulled her into a hug.

"Great to see you too" she told me and kissed my cheek.

"So you wanna head out?"

"Yea let's go"

We were heading to Santa Monica pier, on our way there we were talking and jamming out to The 1975.

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"So what have you been doing?"I asked Becky while we were waiting in line for the fairs wheel.

"Just recording, writing, touring nothing really new honestly. What about you?"

"Well Im doing my brothers tour, recorded a couple song with Ariana grande, then in a couple days I'm heading back on the tour"

"So your brother just randomly asked you to do the tour when it already started?"

"Yea pretty much, I honestly think he did it because he needed to sell more tickets. Like after shawn, fifth harmony, the vamps and I preform most of the people leave. Shawn his EP sold more copies then Austin's and mmm yeah combined. Fifth harmony went on your with Demi and then they go on tour with my brother and that's basically social suicide, you don't go from Demi to Austin. The Vamps ten times more talented then him. Me he just needed to sell more tickets, if it wasn't fire all the opening the venue wouldn't even be half full if it was just him. Why? Because he is a complete dough bag"

"More like tool"

"That too Becs that too"

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"I can't believe you spent $50 dollars just to get me a stuffed animal" Becky laughed while she held a big blue stuffed bear.

"Hey it would've been at least $9 but I tell you that game was rigged" I was honest that game was indeed rigged, I did the pins several times but they never fell. I would still be playing that stupid game if I didn't "accidentally" hit the guys head with the ball.

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"We should do this more often, I really missed hanging out with you" Becky told me while we stood at her front door.

"I missed hanging out with you too Beck" I smiled. "Well I should get going I have a flight tomorrow"

"Wait" she got on her toes since I was taller than her...by a lot while I bent down and pecked her lips. "Night"

"Goodnight" I smiled and kissed her cheek before walking back to my car.

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A/N DUDE YOURE GOING BACK ON TOUR WHAT ABOUT CAMILA MAN DAMN