TMNT x Reader One shots

Raph 2014 x Insecure Trans Boy

'I have to check on Sam, he is probably worried sick about me. That or his depression is starting to sink in and he's spiraling down in his bathroom again.' I shouted to myself.

Sam's POV

"Raphie." I cried as I rocked back an forth. The lights were turned off as I locked all the pills away in the kitchen, I locked everything I could that Raph told me to in a cabinet it had a little lock on it. When I would press lock it would give Raph a little notification as I sign for help.

But he hasn't come.

It's been four hours that I have been in the bathroom crying. My thoughts spiraling out of control, as moments were re-living through my head.

Why did she have to die?

Mom didn't deserve it... She was on her way home.

I sobbed uncontrollably, mom was my everything.

All I can think of is her screams, the screams she cried before dying in the bus.

Mom died in a bus accident three years ago... Two months before I met the turtles...

Two months being alone and having friends helping me as much as possible...

Raph has saved me six times now....

Every time I was scared and alone and depressed he came... He saved me from myself.

I didn't want this to be another pill incident, I didn't want to mark my skin. I didn't want to hurt myself which would hurt him.

I should have been there with mom...

I should have told her she missed the bus, or something, anything so she would still be here.

Then I wouldn't have lost her, I wouldn't be this burden...

Raph wouldn't have to worry about me so much... I wouldn't be like this.

I reached for my phone, two am. W-would Raph be upset with me for calling?...

Raph's POV

I growled as I desperately looked for my phone, I know I had it in my room. I've been punching my punching bag for three hours now and I should check in case Sam needs me. 

I tossed everything around my room as I turned everything upside down. Trashing my room did me no good, I still wasn't able to find my phone.

I suddenly heard the ringtone I had set for Sam. I raced across my room to where I thought I heard it as I even started tearing everything off my bed as I saw Sam's picture on my phone.

"S-sam?" I questioned as my heart was racing.

"R-raphie?" Sam said quietly followed by sniffling.

"I couldn't find my phone. Are you okay?" I asked. "N-no." He said. "I m-miss you, a-and I need you." Sam sobbed.

"I'm on my way now. Stay safe." I said before racing out of my room and into the exit.

"Where are you going?" Mikey asked.

Narrator POV

Rapheal raced across rooftops as his heartbeat rapidly pounded against his chest.

"Please be okay, please be okay-" He chanted to himself as he slowly got closer and closer to Sam's apartment.

Raph quickly jumped across a few more buildings as he landed on Sam's ladder and opened his window and quickly entered as he closed the window and blinds.