𝖭𝗂𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗆𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖱𝗂𝗄𝗂
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It's currently lunch break and I'm hear sitting at the school garden, just admiring how beautiful nature is.
It's too beautiful, that we don't deserve it at all. Just like Yuki.
I miss her. I miss talking to her and everything. I hope she's fine.
"Hi niki!" Is that yuki?
"Yuki? Why are you here? Shouldn't you be at the hospital?" I was shook.
"Yeah but I just got discharged an hour ago." She said smiling.
"I came here to see you immediately." She said and hugged me.
"I missed you so much niki." She said sounding so happy.
"I missed you too yuki." I let go and smiled at her once again.
"So how's it? Your sickness?" I tried not to ask about it but apparently I still did.
"Oh uh... It's still the same. I'm stilk gonna die anyways." She sounded like she was nervous. Why? She also tried to avoid that topic.
What's wrong? Maybe I shouldn't pressure her too much about it.
"Hey yuki. It's okay I won't ask you about it anymore. I'm here now don't worry." I told her patting her back.
"Thank you niki." She said smiling and then looking away.
I can't help but notice she looked guilty.
What was she hiding?
I'll just respect her privacy. I guess?
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𝖬𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗓𝖺𝗄𝗂 𝗒𝗎𝗄𝗂
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I can't stop saying sorry to him, in my mind. I just can't straight up tell him.
I'm such a horrible coward.
If I don't tell him he'll get hurt more, but If I tell him. I might be the one who'll get hurt. I'm just so confused and mad at myself.
Why am I like this? Niki deserves better.
I hate myself so much.
I can't help but cry. I'm so sorry niki.
I'm so so sorry. I love you so muchz
And I hope you'll forgive me.
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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄
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Living with dying - N.RIKI
Fanfiction'Although I know I'm about to die soon, I will never regret each moment; because I got to spend them with 𝙮𝙤𝙪.' - ɪɴsᴘɪʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀɴᴄʀᴇᴀs. - ENHYPEN Nishimura Riki AU (THIS IS KIND OF BAD BECAUSE I WROTE THIS WHEN I WASN'T THAT GO...
