Living with dying - N.RIKI

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"𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬;
𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭." - 𝐬𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐚

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𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗓𝖺𝗄𝗂 𝗒𝗎𝗄𝗂_
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"Oh my god! Rima survived!" I managed
to hear from the set of people at the opposite side of my chair.
If you're curious where I am. I'm at the hospital, again.
It's my fifth time here I think?
I really don't like it here. It gives me bad vibes and also the place itself is a reminder that I'm dying.
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I walked around for a while to get things off my mind.
so this is where I'll die? This is the last place I'll ever see.
Well if I die, might aswell live my remaining days to the fullest.
I don't wanna regret a thing.
I don't wanna waste my time.
I'm gonna write my plans on my notebook.
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I Reached to the pockets pockets of my bag to get my notebook.
But why isn't it here?
I looked back and saw a guy picking up my notebook.
What the fuck. I ran to him as fast as I can but he already opened it. Shit.
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𝖭𝗂𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗆𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖱𝗂𝗄𝗂_
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I stepped on something.
What's this? A notebook?
I picked it up and opened the first page.

'Living with dying'? Is this a novel?
I flipped to the other pages.
But it didn't seem to be a novel, it was more of a diary? Yes. A diary.
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"Excuse me, stranger." Someone tapped my shoulder. I looked up to see a girl.
Must've been the owner of the diary.
"Here's your diary. Sorry for reading it. I invaded your privacy." I bowed to the girl. "It's okay you don't have to say sorry. Just, just keep it a secret and don't tell anyone." She held my wrist and looked like she was threatening me.
"I'm just messing with ya'." She then smiled again.
I just froze there not knowing what to say.
"I wasn't going to tell anyone though-." The girl cut me off. I just sighed and let her be.
"Please don't tell anyone." She looked at me with pleading eyes.
"Don't worry, I won't and Uh I'll get going now." I said being my old usual awkward self.
As I was about to walk away she grabbed my wrist.
I looked at my wrist then back up to her.
"You work at the library sometimes right?" She asked me. "Yeah." I emotionlessly answered back.
"Oh okay. Sorry for bothering again." She said and smiled. I smiled at her back but it was more of a forced half smile.
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𝖬𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗓𝖺𝗄𝗂 𝖸𝗎𝗄𝗂_
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I finally got the chance to talk to him.
Isn't this destined? Actually I've been really curious about him ever since. He didn't look like he was the type to have lots of friends, in fact he seemed lonely.
He's a very interesting person indeed.
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𝖢𝖧𝖠𝖯𝖳𝖤𝖱 𝖢𝖮𝖬𝖯𝖫𝖤𝖳𝖤