Criminal Minds One Shots

Spencerxreader: Again?

This is if Spencer started taking dilaudid again

You and Spencer have been together for 2 years. 

Spencer has been acting odd lately. He's been distracted, and I think he's been avoiding me. 

When we got to work he went straight to the bathroom. I decided not to read too much into that. Derek walked up to me looking concerned.

"You okay babygirl, you look distracted"

"I'm okay thanks for asking but-"

I paused, not sure if I should tell him this or not

"Tell me what's on your mind Y/n I can see you want to"

"Okay has Spencer been acting odd lately?"

"He seems a little distracted but I haven't noticed anything else"

I sigh

"Are you worried about him?"

"Y-yeah I am it's just"

My voice starts to get shaky 

"H-he is just a-a-acting a lot like he did when he was t-taking"

Dereks eye widened when he realized what I was saying 

"Are you sure Y/n"

"N-nota h-hundred percent b-but I'm pretty sure"

"Do you want to talk to him or do you want me to"

"I'm gonna look at home before I talk to him"

"Okay let me know how it goes" he gave me a hug when he finished speaking

Spencer comes out of the bathroom, looking annoyed

"What's going on here?" he asks 

"Nothing Spence"

Later that day...

I got home before Spencer somehow. I knew he wouldn't be home for at least 10 minutes and last all I needed. Thinking of where Spencer had been going to weirdly a lot I went over to the bathroom. I opened all the draws and was about to stop when I opened the second to last. 

There it was a syringe and two little bottles of clear liquid. I knew exactly what that was, dilaudid.

I grab one bottle and the syringe. I put the clear liquid into the syringe. Knowing what I'm gonna do is risky, but not caring enough to stop. The door opened just as I finished getting it all in. Spencer calls my name.

"Y/n? Where are you"

"I-i'm in here" I tried so hard to keep a straight face but it hurts too much. 

I put the syringe in my back pocket so he couldn't see. Spencer came into the room, noticing something was off.

"What's wrong baby"

"Do not baby me Spencer" I raise my voice

"W-what"

"I know your secret Spence"

He stayed silent, but anger filled his eyes

"You're using again"

"I have no idea what you're talking about"

"Don't try and lie to me Spencer Reid if your horrible moods haven't been telling me enough I found dilaudid in our bathroom" I'm now yelling

"You weren't suppose to find it"

"Really Spencer did you not expect me, your girlfriend to find out? How long have you been using for?" I'm yelling as loud as I can. 

His anger turns to rage.

Just as I was about to speak again Spencer pushed me into the wall and started choking me. 

"S-s-spenc-"

I can't get any air

"S-stop y-you're hu-urting m-me"

He let go of my neck looking incredibly sad. I gasped for air after being let go. Spencer went into the bathroom, but when he came out his anger returned. 

"WHAT DID YOU DO WITH IT?" he started screaming

"Spencer I'm not going to let you destroy yourself!"

"GIVE IT BACK NOW"

"Spencer Reid you cannot tell me you don't know how bad this is for you"

"It's really not that bad Y/n!"

"Oh really?"

I thought it's now or never. I pulled the syringe out of my back pocket and out it in my arm, pushing it so it all goes into my vein. Spencer eyes widened.

"NO Y/N WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT"

"If it's not that bad then whats the big deal"

"Y/n you put in 3x the normal dose" he starts tearing up

"Oh my god"

That was the last thing I said before I passed out. 

Hii thanks for reading!! I kind of want to make a part two to this but idk. Don't forget to vote if you liked it