SEVENTEEN IMAGINES

Soonyoung

And again, his hand kissed my cheeks, living a big red mark of his hand on it again. When did the last time he start doing this to me? Right. I couldn't remember. He always does this and I always tolerate it.

I can't fight back. It's not that I'm weak and I'm afraid. It's because I love him that I can't hurt nor even slap him on the face. I just can't. It's always like this. It's always been like this. He hurting me is like a routine every day, every night for the both of us now, and I'm slowly getting used to the pain he always gives. To the pain I always received.

"Did I told you to wait for me, huh? I'm tired, Y/n! And I don't want to get tired again because of you." He pointed his index finger on me with his frustrating stare. I gulped and slowly nodded my head.

"I-I'm sorry.." Was all I can say. I heard him scoffed when I lowered down my head.

He then puts his both hands on his waist and he sarcastically smirked. "Sorry, sorry! You're always saying sorry! And you always repeat the same mistakes! And you're adding more!" I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip and let him scolded at me.

"You know what? Let's break up. I'm tired from all of this Bullshits!" What?! I immediately lifted my head up to have a perfect view of him. He won't do this, right? No! This can't be happening!

"No, Soonyoung! Please! Don't do this! I'm sorry!" I begged in front of him but he didn't even throw me any looks. He just continues to push me away from him.

"I'm tired!" He yelled before pushing me harshly away from him, reasoning for me to accidentally smacked my head on something that made me passed out.

Hoshi Pov.

A loud thud was heard when Y/n landed on the floor and smacked her head in the edge of the table.

I'm about to walk pass her and left her laying unconsciously on the floor, when I noticed that she didn't even bother standing up or move.

"Y/n?" I called her name but I got no response. And that was when I noticed that something is not right.

I kneeled down on the floor, in front of her and held her head.

I felt something. When I looked at it, it was a red liquid coming from her. My heart started beating fast as I get her body laying on the cold floor and faced her toward me.

"Y/n!" I still haven't get her answers. I have no choice left but to lifted her up and carry her out of the house in a hurry. I dashed out of the house while carrying her unconscious body and get my car keys on my pocket.

I unlocked the door from the backseats and placed her there before closing the door again. I ran toward the driver seats and hopped inside and started the engine of the car. When it started, I closed the door and drove away while trembling towards the hospital.

I was shaking and didn't know what to do. All I want for now is her safety. I'm so stupid to do that to her! I'm such a jerk!

I drove away while holding the steering wheel, hands are trembling. But I arrived at the hospital safely.

We're now inside of the hospital and I'm carrying her body towards the nurses and doctors to help me. They immediately noticed me and took away Y/n from me. They placed her on the bed as I followed them towards the ER.

"Please do everything to save her." The other nurse then hold me by the shoulder and told me that I couldn't follow them any further. All I have to do is wait for them to save Y/n.

Fuck! This is all my fault!

Seconds, minutes, hour has passed until the doctor from Y/n's room went out while taking his mask off of his face.

I immediately stood up and walked towards him. "How's my girlfriend?"

He sighed and looked at me directly on the eyes. "We're sorry, sir. But we did everything all we can to save her but she didn't make it."

Everything around me suddenly stopped from what I heard. The doctor then patted my shoulder and say something but all I can remember is "bleed" "her head" "something" I think he explained the bleeding on Y/n's head that leads her to death. But I already didn't pay attention to any of those.

I'm such a jerk!
If I shouldn't slap, hurt and pushed her.. She won't end up here.. Like this.
If I shouldn't said that to her.. She won't beg and cry for me..
I'm so stupid and asshole! I don't deserve her! Neither do her! She's so kind and sweet while me?! Fuck!
I wish I didn't do all of that to her! It's all my fault!
I wish I didn't hit and pushed her!

It's always has been too late to apologize to her.. Always..