The call boy ( The Red Phone Society)

Therapy

I take a warm shower, the water runs down my back, relaxing each of the muscles in my back, I breathe, I try to control my nerves, I try to think of all the things that Jungkook made me feel, I go out and grab a towel,  I dry my body and then put a little cream with the smell of vanilla on my skin, I put on my white underwear, and I look in the mirror, I breathe again three times, and I pluck up the courage to go out to the room where Jungkook is waiting for me  Lying on the bed, he is only wearing cotton pants, his naked torso contrasts with the sheets, he dwells on me with the same love  as always, I walk a few steps and I approach the bed while my hands intertwine trying to contain my nerves

- baby, you look beautiful

He takes my hand and guides me to the bed inviting me to lie down next to him, my body is placed next to him letting his heat radiate me and give me a comfortable feeling of comfort, his hands gently caress my hair while he stares at me,  then his mouth steals a sweet kiss from me, his lips are always a pacifier for me

- relax baby, just relax

his mouth finds its way to my neck leaving soft kisses on my skin, his kisses are delicate and slow, without haste, my breath accelerates at the sublime sensation, his hands accompany the kisses running through my chest with the tip of his fingers making  My skin bristle at the touch, my breathing now more agitated can be heard in the room, Jungkook continues to go down now tracing small circles on my chest with his tongue, my hands cling to his hair, while a moan comes out of my  lips, he looks at me, and smiles, as if my moan were what I expected so much, he continues his tortuous path towards the south passing over my abdomen while his hands are directed to my legs, now the heat of our bodies increases making us hinder  clothes;  He looks back at me while his hands gently take my underwear  and gently lower them leaving me exposed, my member is free before his gaze, while I simply close my eyes, his mouth lets his breath hit the tip making my back arch  For the sensation, then his tongue makes it hard for me to keep breathing

- baby, you taste so sweet , you are so beautiful

his mouth takes every inch of my member in its moisture and warmth, now my moans increase causing him to also escape muffled moans by his mouth full of me, the sensation increases as he moves his head, my hands now held by each other.  Sheets try to release the tension that begins to invade me, suddenly images of my executioner are mixed before what my eyes see, I begin to relive that night, I begin to remember again how that man forced me, my hands begin to tremble while my mouth  a cry of stop escapes please don't do it, jungkook stops immediately looking at me, now my eyes are full of tears

- jimin baby, calm down, breathe it's me my love, please look at me

He immediately embraces me, covering my body with the blanket, while I hide my head in his chest and I start to cry.

I' m sorry kookie, i' m really sorry , i can't do it

- shhh it' s ok baby, You don't have to ask for forgiveness, everything is fine my  love, this was a great advance, there is no rush, you will see that little by little we will achieve it, breathe, you are with me, you are safe now

I was really enjoying it, but from one moment to another it all came back to my mind

- I know my love, we knew this would be a process, but you did it very well, the important thing is that you controlled it for a moment, you will see how it will be easier and easier, now just snuggle up next to me, we will be like this and we will  sleep, I love you, I want you to have that clear and not  have doubts for a moment

Thank you kookie, i love you for being like this, I really miss you and I want you but my head keeps playing tricks on me, thanks for being patient

- no problem baby, let's go sleep ok?

Ok !

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The day of the transfer has arrived I am next to Jungkook outside the hospital waiting for the arrival of the ambulance, my hands are sweating from the anxiety I feel knowing that in a few minutes my brother will be here near me, Jungkook passes his hand through my back as he always does, trying to give me comfort and reassurance, suddenly we see him arrive, the doctors carefully lower him, he looks much better than the last time i see him, he has gained some weight and. , he is sedated so that the trip will not affect him so much, connected to the respirator and other devices, my eyes fill with tears of joy, I gently hold his hand on the way to the room, I go next to the stretcher and Jungkook simply accompanies us in silence allowing me to assimilate everything, being in the room they pass it to their bed, the room is large and illuminated with a huge window overlooking a wooded pasture, if it had not been for Jungkook this would have been never possible, thanks to him I was able to quit my job as a call boy, and now I can have my brother with me treated in the best clinic

Jungkook I will never have how to pay you for what you did for my brother, I am eternally grateful to you, thank you

- baby it's the least I can do, he's your only family, and now he's my family too