Jimin answers the phone, it is His first client, it will also be His first time, nervously takes the call, on the other side a voice with a marked satoori accent ...
-I call the red phone?
I want a service tonight ...
Do you have any particular...
the light coming through the window makes me open my eyes, somewhat confused and disoriented, when trying to get up I feel like I can't do it, my body hurts too much, I turn my head to see Jungkook, his swollen and red eyes, dry tears on her cheeks, her hand on my stomach, I remember what happened, as if it were a horror movie that gets stuck in your head and repeats itself once again, I close my eyes trying to control my desire to cry, Jungkook wakes up and looks at me, looking for my gaze, but I can't look him in the eye without feeling dirty and despicable, he llok at me with the same sweet and love as always ... but I'm not the same, I can never be that innocent and happy Jimin, I can never be only his, because Yongi use my body at will, Jungkook hugs me filling my head with good morning kisses, caresses my cheeks gently
- baby, good morning , are you hungry?
No jungkook thanks, I have no desire to eat
- jimin you need food to recover, The doctor says that you have to eat well and rest
I want to leave this place and never come back here again, all the good memories we had in this room are now stained by terrible moments
- I know love, let's go to my house, I can take care of you and you will be calm
I don't know if it's a good idea, I prefer to go to the apartment with the boys, you still have to work
- I'm not going to the company, I want to take care of you, be with you
Jungkook I want to be alone, the boys will take care of me, only now I don't feel well, I prefer to go to my apartment
- are you trying to avoid me jimin? do you want to put distance between us?
maybe so you realize that you deserve someone better than me jungkook
Jungkook gets out of bed and finds his jacket, takes something out of his pocket and sits next to me on the bed again, takes my hand gently and then puts a small box on it
-I hoped to give it to you in other circumstances, but I will do it right now, so that you understand that I love you, that for me no one will be better than you, that you are my love, and that I want to spend my life by your side
When I open the box I see a beautiful gold ring, he takes it and puts it on my ring finger, our tears fall like waterfalls from my eyes, his eyes also fill with tears, he kisses the ring on my finger, and hugs me
Jungkook... you.. you want to live with me? after everything that happened? do you still want to be by my side? You still love me?
- yes baby, I have not doubted it for a moment, there is something that is only mine, that nobody could have, because you have given it to me since the first time, your heart, the most beautiful and pure, your soul full of light, your magic, He could have your body but your soul and your heart have never stopped being mine
I love you jungkook, i really love you
- and I love you Jimin, that's why let me take you home with me, let me be the one who is by your side in the morning, who will accompany you to dinner, who makes you feel loved, soon your brother will be here in Seoul, you have to recover and be strong for him
Then his words make sense to me, Jungkook is right, my brother will come to the hospital soon and I want him to see me strong, He and everyone outside, maybe if I had been strong yongi would not have thought of doing what he did, but I've been weak, I've been like a sheep in the slaughterhouse, Jungkook always makes me feel safe but he can't always be taking care of me, I have to learn to defend myself
Ok jungkook i go with you
- thank you baby, Now you just have to recover, I will seek psychological help so that you can talk about things when you are ready, I will support you in everything
We left that hotel wanting to never return, we go in the car listening to music, I just keep quiet and I see the buildings passing by my window, it is as if everything looks different, as if my eyes now do not see things the same In a way, as if the illusion had escaped from my life, Jungkook caresses my hand gently while driving, he knows that even though I don't say anything, my mind cannot take out all the images of the moments of horror that happen in the hands of yongi
- baby , we are going to stop by your apartment to pick up some of your things, if you need anything else tell me and I will send someone to buy it, whatever you need just ask me
Only you, its all i need jungkook
when arriving at the apartment tae and hope are with an anguished face, when they see me they are horrified, the blows on my face are more than evident, tae approaches me and hugs me immediately afterwards he goes over jungkook and tries to punch him but quickly I stop him, tae thinks it was Jungkook who hurt me
* bastard how dare you hurt him
tae, jungkook didn't, my tears fall uncontrollably, hope hugs me trying to calm me down so I can talk
* who? Jimin tell me who did this to you
It was yongi, he raped me
I shout it with my almost agonizing voice, Jungkook hugs me against his chest while Tae and Hope look at me with shock, Tae starts to cry, and takes my face in his hands
* jimin ... I'm so sorry, I never thought that He could do something like that, not to you, how could He do this to you
- He will not do this to anyone again, I will personally take care of him
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tae runs off to his room, crying as if his pain equals mine, so hope look us and tells us something that would make sense of his behavior
• He is in love with him, despite everything he has done to him, tae loves him, he has also hurt him many times, you have seen him yourself Jimin, their relationship is somewhat sick, but tae as long as being with him a allowed everything, that's why now that he knows what he did to you he feels so bad, because he realized that he loves a monster, that he will never change
My heart gets extreme and just thinking that those marks and cuts that I have seen in tae have been made by yongi, I feel dizzy and lose my balance, Jungkook helps me sit up and hope gives me a glass of water, Jungkook explains that he will take me with him and that I need some clothes, hope helps to pack the basics while Jungkook stays by my side for fear that I faint
- baby you need to rest, now you can only think about recovering, think about your brother, about me, do it for all of us who love you
We left the apartment leaving Tae and Hope, I sleep on the way until we get to Jungkook's house, he lowers me in his arms and carries me to the room where he lays me on his bed, touching my forehead to see if I have a fever. a blanket over my body and caresses my hair, while he gently sings a song to me, his voice makes my spirit calm, while his fingers in my hair relaxes my body tense with pain, I only hope that his love can heal me, not only the body but my soul, may his love reach so that I can love myself again and regain the joy of living
