I free you

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We are heading to the appointment that Jimin agreed with Tae and Yongi, I must love Jimin too much to accept seeing Yongi's face and not kill him in the instant after all the damage he did to us, I drive while Jimin is reluctant, his fists are clenched On his thighs trying to control his nervousness, I gently caress his hand trying to soften the situation, and avoiding that I am also about to explode, I see him with his angel face and I can not understand, how someone could hurt him ... whatever breaks today i just hope my jimin doesn't get hurt again

- jungkook , are you ok ?

Baby, the only thing I want is for you to be well physically and mentally and that our relationship stops having the ghost of yongi next to us, you know that I cannot lie to you, I have a lot of anger inside but I will do this for you and for our love

- I just hope it works ...

the trip is long since yongi is next to tae in a secluded place in the city in the middle of the forest, it must be one of his father's cabins where he is hiding, jimin awake when he saw the house in the distance, the He gets up startled and when he sees the place he squeezes my hand, then he takes the phone and makes the call to Tae who answers immediately

- tae we are here

The gate opens electronically allowing us to pass, we can see tae waiting for us at the door, he has lost weight since the last time we saw him, it is seen that he has cried because his eyes are swollen and reddish, the figure of yongi is not seen

• jimin , jungkook , thanks for coming

- are you ok tae?  you look sick

• They have not been easy days Jimin, I am not going to lie to you, this has drained my energy, but here I am doing until my last effort

He takes us to the main living room where a fireplace and a brown leather sofa welcome us, the smell of liquor in the room is the first thing that I perceive afterwards, my eyes roam the place looking for yongi but still cannot be seen

Where is yongi tae?

• will be here in a moment ... he is not very well I ask you please take that into account before any impulsive decision

- tae we did not come for a social visit and you know it, I want to end this as soon as possible

In that instant yongi appears through one of the doors, his eyes meet first with mine and then with Jimin's, who immediately unconsciously sticks to my body, seeking protection.

* see we get back together, my old friend jungkook, and jimin

My anger takes hold of me and without being able to control myself I just go over him and punch him hard in the face that throws him on the floor

* if this will make you feel better jungkook you can hit me as much as you like, i deserve it, you can hit me too jimin

Jimin takes my arm away from Yongi while Tae runs towards him and lifts him off the floor.

- jungkook my love please stop! hitting him we won't change anything

I'm sorry baby ...

* I know that in my entire life I will not be able to make you  forgive me, I know that I am a monster and that I do not deserve to be released alive, Jimin ... forgive me, I should never have put my dirty hands on you, now that I think about it you were the most pure  thing I ever had nearby, you reminded me of myself when I was just a young kid  full of dreams, innocent and happy, you reminded me of what I was before those bastards stained my soul with evil and pain, maybe that's why my twisted mind wanted to dirty you too.
I have no excuse for all the harm that I cause you, the jealousy I felt  when seeing Jungkook smile in the morning just thinking of you jimin , his look of illusion, his desire to face everything for you, I have never felt something like that, and my egoism did not want you to have it jungkook, I always envied your almost perfect life, I always wondered why they didn't kidnap you instead of me, because those disgusting men didn't do all that kind of damage to you and not to me, maybe if things had been different I would not have become the demon that I am today

We are all stunned to hear Yoongi say all those things while crying like a little child, he trembles, his face is distorted in pain as he remembers what he narrates, Tae cries next to him and Jimin simply lets his tears flow in silence as we witness Yongi transform into a scared and crying creature

* I tried to end me between the drink and the drugs, between all the excesses of sex, I could never separate the pain from the pleasure because it was my first experience that marked me forever, the pain of feeling torn, humiliated, beaten, was to...

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* I tried to end me between the drink and the drugs, between all the excesses of sex, I could never separate the pain from the pleasure because it was my first experience that marked me forever, the pain of feeling torn, humiliated, beaten, was too much for a teenager, and it is still too much for me until now, in the middle of all this shit in which I was sunk someone came and gave me something that they had never given me ... tae ... he managed to love me knowing what I am ... does it make sense right?  How could someone love someone like me ... I just need you to forgive me so I can die with some peace

 I just need you to forgive me so I can die with some peace

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- yongi ... what you did with me was just to recreate what they did with you ... now I can see it clearly, I'm sorry ... I'm sorry that you had to live all that but I shouldn't have to pay the price

You were my friend and you never told me anything, maybe I was not so interested in knowing it either and much better to help you, you sent signals and I could never see them, I failed you as a friend and now I know; but Jimin shouldn't have been hurt, not only did you hurt me but also him

* on my knees I ask you for your forgiveness

yongi kneels before us before our tearful gaze, then jimin moves away from me and goes towards him, leans next to him and passes his hand over his head, tae and I remain motionless at the scene

- I forgive you yongi, I forgive all the damage you did to me, I forgive the physical and mental pain that you caused me, I free you from it, and I free myself

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