Jimin answers the phone, it is His first client, it will also be His first time, nervously takes the call, on the other side a voice with a marked satoori accent ...
-I call the red phone?
I want a service tonight ...
Do you have any particular...
Jungkook is next to me in the sofa we waching a horror movie while we eat popcorn, Jungkook's phone rings, is our lawyer, Jungkook puts the bowl of popcorn on the table and answers, his face change completely instantly , His eyes tell me that something is wrong, I see fear in his eyes ... I immediately sit next to him, he puts the speaker on so that I can listen and he takes my hand, it is at that moment that I feel as if ice cubes were thrown in my head, a cold runs through my body ... and I also feel afraid when I hear what our lawyer is saying "Mr. Jungkook, I don't know what could happen, she was determined, excited about the process of giving yours the baby for adoption, but today Everything changed, I can't understand it, she simply said that there are things that money cannot buy, and that she would not leave her son to be raised by people who all his life would be pointed out, that there was a couple of a man and a woman who also they want to adopt the baby, she definitely will not sign the documents and will not give them the baby"
Tears run from my eyes, Jungkook hangs up and hugs me and I can feel him sob on my shoulder, neither of us has the courage to speak, we pass in silence and crying for a few minutes, until he takes a breath and looks at me, gently passes his fingers on my cheek drying my tears
_ baby, We will keep trying, if not this time we will find another way
It will always be the same ... you heard her reasons ... she found out what I did to earn a living, from this relationship the only one who is pointed out by people is me, maybe she is right, can you imagine when our son grows up and someone tells him that his father was a ...
_ I don't want to hear you talking like that Jimin, everyone has a past, and your past is me, please my love don't let this make you return to that hole of lack of self-esteem, I beg you
I leave the house looking for air, I run towards the garden barefoot, I feel the wet grass under my feet and I can't help but remember when I was a child, Jungkook tries to stop me but with my gaze I ask him to let me be alone, he stops at the door and from there he watches me, I get right up to a wooden bench I feel myself picking up my knees to my chest, suddenly I feel very small in front of the world, thousands of thoughts cross my mind, all the images that I had recreated of a life Together with a baby they begin to fade like mirages, I think I am terrified, not for me but for Jungkook, how much more would he have to suffer because of me, if it weren't for me, surely everything would have turned out well, my sins are taking too much price high, and although Jungkook always tells me that my past does not matter, that is something that only applies to him because he loves me, but society is cruel and does not want to give me another chance
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-Jimin is sitting looking at some imaginary point, lost in his own thoughts that I am sure are not encouraging at all, but I understand that he wants to be alone, I understand that for him as well as for me knowing that they will not give us the baby for adoption has been a very disappointing , I understand that we still live in a society where people do not stop to point and judge and that makes me very sad, I have no problem with putting up with cutesy eyes, or threatening looks, with the whispers of those who enjoy talking , but Jimin is different, my husband is fragile in that sense, and it hurts him to feel marked. After a few minutes I approach him from behind and surround him in my arms, I put my face on his neck feeling like his cheeks are joined by tears
Jungkook ... i'm really sorry
- baby , None of this is your fault, understand it, the important thing is that despite all that baby is going to be born and find a home that loves him, this is not an end, we will keep trying, we will seek advice, and if necessary we will travel to another country , the important thing is that we are more united than ever
How far are you willing to go for me, sometimes I'm just a burden jungkook
- the day we decided to be married we made a promise that we would be together not only in good times, but also in bad times, I am willing to reach the end of the world if necessary, for me you are not a burden, for me you are my heart and my reason for living, and even though sometimes you don't believe it, your love is the cure to all my ills
Jimin let's travel for a while, to America, let's change the air, let's see other things, I think Jos will do well, I can handle my business remotely, I won't have a problem with work, and you can take dance classes there
- The proposal to change the air is just what I need, to be surrounded by people who do not know me, who will not point a finger at me, to leave my husband's hand without fear of being insulted, now that my brother is fine and that he has someone to take care of him I think we can do it
