The call boy ( The Red Phone Society)

Burning the pain

We arrive home and the smell of our home envelops us, the wedding gifts are all in the main room, the luxurious bows and gift papers  are a sign of the affection of those who accompanied us that day, Jimin has the rosiest cheeks, the sun has given  a tint to his white skin that makes him look more adorable, for my part I have a red nose like a tomato and Jimin has enjoyed saying that I am like the red-nosed reindeer, I carry Jimin in my arms, we have crossed the  door of our house for the first time as a husbands, I let him stand up and watch him run to the presents

- jungkook look so many present

yes baby, do you want to open them now or we can rest a while the truth is I'm exhausted between the trip and the days of love you gave me

- If you want go take a shower and rest I can open them alone and then you see them

Ok , i take a shower and come back

Before I go to shower I see him as an excited child, he begins by tearing the paper that wraps one of the gifts, it is from jin, a beautiful set of plates and cutlery, I smile when I see Jimin detailing each piece of tableware, I throw a kiss in the air and go to the room where I get rid of my clothes, and I get into the shower where I let the warm water wash away the fatigue from my body, I don't think more than 10 minutes will pass when I see Jimin standing in front of the shower glass holding something in his arms and with tears in his eyes

-what is this? tell me you didn't know

at first I can't understand what it is about but then I look down at his hands to see a photo album

I close the water quickly and wrap myself in a towel, I go out towards him, Jimin is shaking and the tears fall uncontrollably from his eyes, I take the album from his hands and when I opens it a cold runs through me completely, these are the photos that Yoongi took That horrible night when He abused him, each and every one of them, and at the end a note "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything that happened, for a long time I thought I would hurt you with these photos, I tried to blackmail Jungkook with them, I think the best thing is to give them to you and you destroy them, I don't know if one day you can forgive me "

- Did you know, did you know that He had taken those photos, had you seen them, and you never told me anything? Why Jungkook, why did you hide something so horrible?

baby, I'm sorry when that son of a bitch sent me some photos to the email I almost died of anger, of pain, one thing was to imagine what had happened and another very different and painful to see it with my own eyes, I cried, I screamed with rage, but I had promised to do everything possible to prevent that wound from your soul again opening again , if I hid it it was only to protect you, to prevent you from suffering even more, I'm sorry my love

- Never again hide anything from me, no matter how painful it is, I prefer a truth that makes me suffer and not a lie that makes me happy, now we are husbands and a marriage should be based on trust ... but I do not understand how this got here, how Yongi knew that we would get married

When I listen to him I know that I have no choice but to be honest, and tell him about Tae, tell him that his friend has seen the man who abused him and fell in love with him

- There is something else I can see in your face, what else have you been hiding from me Jungkook

it's about tae, i'm sorry jimin but your friend may be the one who told yongi about our wedding, tae has met yongi, they talk to each other, tae is in love with him

- but tae is my friend, my best friend with Hope, why he would like something like that, I don't understand

baby I know how you feel, believe me I was about to beat him up when I realized it, but maybe both are not right in the head, I don't know Jimin, I think they have and always had a rather strange and sick relationship

-In the note he says that he is sorry, he want me to forgive him, he sent me the photos to destroy them with my own hands

I never thought that he would send them, I do not understand his change of attitude

- Do you think I can forgive him one day?

Love, you only have that answer in your heart, I hate him for what he did to you, I can't understand what's on his mind, if I find him I'll kill him

-with killing him the only thing you will achieve is to become a murderer, a devil just like him, and that I will never allow, he does not deserve it, he does not deserve that we spend our lives filling ourselves with hatred and thirst for revenge, I do not want that for our future ... maybe it's time to let go of that pain and move on ... let life take over his sins

Jimin comes out of the bathroom with the album in hand and goes to the first floor of the house next to the fireplace, for a few moments he looks at the photos and cries in silence while I just stand there looking at him, he starts to tear one by one the photos and throw them into the fireplace so that the flames consume them leaving them in ashes

- Until this day you hurt me, until this day you had power over me, today I let you go with all the pain you caused me, today I erase every blow and every wound from my mind and my body, today I heal my soul, and I forgive you yongi

When I see him and hear what he says, my heart trembles in my chest, my eyes fill with tears, a mixture between emotion and love, between pain and admiration; Jimin once again shows me that nothing will harm his heart, that heart that captivated mine from the first moment, that innocent and sweet one that despite everything is here saying that he forgives whoever hurt him so much, I go and hug him for the back and we both sob in silence, only the crackling of the flames burning the paper of the photos is heard in the living room