Ruling The Senator's Son (High Class Issue Series #2)

Chapter 49

Chapter 49: Maybe

The wind made my hair moved as I stated at the two graveyard alone, it's a peaceful moment here and I could say that the cold wind makes me feel a little sleepy. What do you do now, Sienna?

I sobbed silently and again, the wind came again to disturb my visit with the two person I lost. I felt my knees trembled because I remembered them being on the list of the deaths in the bomb explosion last three years ago.

Napadapa ako at napa-hawak sa malamig na puntod ng aking kapatid at ina na namatay dahil sa pag-sabog, tahimik na pag-iyak ang ginawa ko habang tinitingnan ang kanilang mga pangalan sa puntod.

"M-Ma..." ang tawag ko sa nanay ko, naibaling ko rin ang tingin ko kay Mimi na dahilan para dobleng sakit nanaman ang maramdaman ko.

"M-Mimi..." ang nauutal kong banggit sa naka-babata kong kapatid at sa pag-bigkas ko sa dalawa ay sumagi sa isipan ko ang malakas na pag-sabog ng bomba tatlong taon ang naka-lilipas.

I shut my eyes because of that traumatic sound that made people scream and cried because some of them lost their love ones and I'm on of them.

It was Mimi's birthday that time and I took them to the mall to celebrate her birthday, I'm still scared to get out of the house that time because I know Eduardo's slaves are still finding me but I set aside that fear to celebrate Mimi's birthday.

"Sorry kung ngayon lang ako naka-bisita," sila nalang ang natitira sa akin pero kinuha pa, sila nalang ang mga taong tinanggap ako tapos nawala pa.

Sinandal ko ang ulo ko sa puntod ni mama habang ang isa kong kamay ay hinahaplos ang puntod ni Mimi. Ang sakit, ako nalang ang natira sa aming lahat at ngayon sarili ko nalang ang dapat kong asahan pero paano kung wala na ako sa ulirat para manatili dito sa mundo?

"I-I'm tired already, all of them are hurting me..." I shut my eyes again and let these tears fall down, it's fine that I'm the only person who is here so that I can talk freely with these two women that I lost.

"B-Bakit ba kasi kayo nawala sa akin?" paulit-ulit kong kwinikwestiyon ng sarili ko na hindi ba ako sapat para manatili sila sa tabi ko? Kaunti nalang ang mga taong pinang-hahawakan ko pero kinuha pa sila sa akin na dahilan para.

Kayo nalang ang natira pero bakit nawala pa?

The sound of the explosion made the mall turn into ashes, large debris fell the reason why many people died and one of them are Mimi and my mom.

The debris fell on them the reason why they got stucked on it, they are wounded and both of their heads are bleeding because of the debris. Mimi was not even moving anymore but mom responded.

She was smiling and crying that time even though there's a debris above her, her head is bleeding that time and all I can do is cry and begged for help. I want to save them that time but there's another explosion the reason why it got more worst.

Mas maraming nahulog at mas kumapal ang usok na dahilan para hindi ko na makita si Mimi nung araw na 'yun.

"P-Patawad kung hindi ko kayo nailigtas," masakit na sabi ko habang umiiyak sa puntod nilang dalawa.

I lost everything and also myself, even the baby that can change my life left the reason why I keep doubting someone who wants to enter my life because I think they will just leave if something went wrong.

Nakita ko nalang ang katawan ni mama at Mimi na nakalagay sa gilid ng mall, naka-talukbong na ito ng puting tela at halos puno ng abo at dugo ang kanilang katawan.