Julia PV
"I start.."
I say, sitting on the bed and patting it to ask him to sit with me.Saying the truth I don't really have much to tell, but I think he can calm down by doing so.
As soon as I asked him to talk about our past his eyes got lost.
I know he doesn't want to talk about it, so I hope that if I start he can find the courage to do the same."So..I think you remember my parents divorced that summer and that I wasn't on good terms with my mom.."
San nods sitting in front of me, and we both cross our legs."...well that's why I left, I decided to follow my father to Los Angeles.
I thought it would be the right solution, but I regretted it very soon..
I was alone, completely, at school I couldn't make friends, they made fun of me saying that I was a fake American made in Asia ..."
I still remember the nightmare of the first years of high school, some kids are little devils on earth, I have no doubts about it."..And at home it was no better.
My father was never there, he was forming his new company and worked continuously, I used to see him very rarely. He often left for weeks and I was alone at home.."
San listens to me in silence, and caresses the back of my hand, as if he wanted to comfort me."For a period of time I was close to an abyss.
I said to myself, Julia or react or sink, and so I did, I reacted.
When I was in Seoul I had no hobby, I spent every afternoon with Yunseo and I didn't have time to get bored..
So I had to find something.
I started with DIY, sewing, cooking..but I sucked at everything, all in the same way"
It still amuses me to think of all the chairs I painted and the skirt I tried to create."Then the books came and it was those who saved me. I spent hours getting lost in my fantasy and traveling in different worlds. Then, well.."
I don't know if I should say this to San, it embarrasses me a little, but I would like him to be honest with me too so..
"..I opened a blog where I reviewed the books I read.""I knew you were a nerd!"
San comments, laughing at me."Ehi! I opened my heart to you. Nobody knows about the blog.."
I say with fake offended tone.
When he laughs his expression becomes incredibly cute and his dimples appear, I could never get mad at him."Although I haven't updated it since I got back here, I haven't had much time to read. Well, however I'm done.. boring story"
I chuckle, relieved to have finished talking about me."It must not have been easy for you.."
San says, with a completely serious face."Oh it's fine now-"
"You will never be alone again"
His words make my heart do something.I remember San once told me he wasn't used to having someone who cares about him, and now I realize that we are more alike than I thought..
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FanfictionTwo children who grew up together, separated only by a fence.. Their voices have been the comfort of each other throughout their childhood, until Julia leaves Seoul to go to America. Their paths now seem to have been divided forever, but fate will...