Belongs to him [CHANBAEK]❤

Part- 10

Baekhyun POV

Right now i'm at kyungsoo's house.
I left Chanyeol house without any thought..I felt so numb to think properly.. I couldn't let omma see my vunerable state..So only one person's name had came on my head..

I don't want to go back there at least not tonight..

Soo tried to comfort me..But i can't help myself..I never had imagined Chanyeol could do something to me...

When he kissed me roughly i was continuously dying inside me...I did once want my intimacy with him but not that way...Before me tonight he acted wildly, aggressive...
But what killed me more, his words than his acts..

He disrespected me with his vulgar words...
"Do i seem a cheapable object to him?"

I lost my control.. My hand reacted fast than my mind..I slapped him..

He was shocked on sudden sudden hit..I took the opportunity to release myself from his grip and ran quckily.

"Why always me,God?" My patience is losing..I can't fight more.

"Why is falling in love so hard?" He hasn't found the answer yet.. Maybe it can never be found. I'm tripping myself So i should endour the pain that comes with it why is simply giving up  and leaving not  part of the options.

Is this how the thing eventually kills you?  When you begin feeling nothing out of intense pain.

I won't glorify or romanticize Heartbreak, For me it was a kind of death  and i was forced to keep living..

"I don't how long i could walk away before end myself.." i cry until the sleep capture his eyes.

Next morning
"Good morning, Soo" Baekhyun greets Kyungsoo..
"Good morning,  Sit breakfast is ready"  kyungsoo tells Baekhyun.

"Thank you,Soo" I'm so hungry and kinda missed your food" Baekhyun told him truely but kyungsoo misses the jolliness on Baekhyun.

"Are you okay,Baekhyun? " He asks with much concer..

"Yes" "sorry for last night sudden call" Baekhyun apologises.
You don't have to..Just feel free to say anything, i know you were devasted last night ( He won't tell him hearing the crying, sobbing sound till late night).

Thanks Soo for everything..But don't worry I'm okay now..I have to Go
But Kyungsoo still can't fade away his worries about Baekhyun..

At the same time at Park mansion

Today is Chanyeol's weekend so he hadn't care much about awaking..But he woke up with unusual reason..

"Whatever, i can't sleep now" Chanyeol leaves his bed..

After doing regular morning activities freshen up himself, he walks on Sehun's room...

But Sehun is crying loudly on maid's arms..

"Why is he crying? " "and where is Baekhyun? " He asks thd maid.

"Sir, Baekhyun-shi didn't come back home last  night. In the early morning i came here only hearing Sehun's crying" ms. Hana told Chanyeol..

Suddenly last night  memories flashbacks on Chanyeol's mind...
"Ok, give him to me and did you feed him? " He asks the maid.

Chanyeol takes Sehun on his arms, trying to calm down the crying toddler... Almost half an hour trying Sehun is smiling now..