oh shut up MR CEO😈(Kim Namjoon X Reader)

painful memories.....start ♡

Author POV

Sadly enough, the most painful goodbyes are the one that are left unsaid and never explained.............

It all started 3 years ago.........

When Y/N wanted to experience something New...
Something alone...

Because all her life she never experienced..
What it is to be independent...
Yeah, it's to early to talk about being independent but what she can do......

All her life she was depend on her family and mostly her Ae-eonnie....

Y/N was a girl who can talk back with family but in front of stranger... She becomes a scary cat...
A shy girl how can't look in there eyes..

She wanted to change...
Be confident...
And mostly
She wanted to make friends...
Her own friends..
It's not like she did not have friends
She did had friends...
But they were here Ae_ eonnie's friends
Because she was to afraid to make friends from her class...
So she just hanged out with her eonnie and her friends..

And y/n desperately wanted to change that... Because she wanted to make her own friends..
With whom she can talk about homework ...walk in class room together... Do assignments together...
Watch movies, talk about boys..
Etc...
All other normal stuff that the normal kids do....

She was just a nerd in her class...
Which no one wanted to hangout with...
OK maybe some boy talk with her...
But only to get close with her Ae-eonnie...
They only used her..

So naturally she avoided all of them.....

A modern women and any women should be strong and confident...
But that two words where not in her dictionary...
Because she was not confident or strong enough....

She can't even submit one from in school without anyone's helps....

She is just too afraid ....

She can't drive and is too afraid to take a taxi on her own.....
Expect walking other thing she can do is swiming... That to because her
Ae-eonnie force her to learn it....

So deciding to go Busan for her father studies....
Was a big step for her....
And the hardest part was to convince her family....
Because they babied her to much....

She wanted to get away from that...
It's not like she hated her family... But sometimes being babied is something you can handle....
And may be because of that she is like this fragile easily breakable.....

She just wanted to live her life freely where she can find herself....

Where she can be strong and confident woman who she dream of.......

She just wanted to start new.....

First she have to convince her Eonnie and then her appa and eomma..
As she knows her eonnie will help to convince them.....

Y/N pov...

"Appa Eomma please I really want to go Busan" I pleaded

"But, y/n ah.... " Eomma started

But Eonnie stopped her and said