oh shut up MR CEO😈(Kim Namjoon X Reader)

Let's start fresh.... ♡

Y/N POV....

Scared.... But I'm really scared right now.....
Not of Namjoon not of him... But of myself...

The guy who did so much for me is hurting right now and that's all because of me....

I hugged him tightly which he returned quickly and I melted in his arms

I know the thing I have for him is more than friendship.... But then is it Love....
I don't know ?
I don't know what love is now?

When I'm with namjoon I find myself in a cage  of insecurities....what if it's just like before ?
What if one day namjoon realize I'm not the one  ?
What if he leaves m_e ?
What if one day he start hating....me because of my past..?

I can't even think of him leaving me.... It will break me....

I have been so addicted to him.....

I don't want past to repeat itself..... I just don't.......

At the thought of losing him.. My heart broke.....

"Joon-ah, I know we are more than friends.....and Our friendship is precious for Me.... I can't even imagine of losing you....
So can you give me time to love you...... And I promise I will never go away.. Never "
I said while pushing my face more into his chest...

He kissed my head sweetly and said
"you got all time you need "

I just smiled at that.....

How can a person be so sweet and understanding  ?

What does he sees in me to love me?
I'm I even worth of his love?

I broke the hug at which he made a baby  sound of displeased.......

"come on, let's patch your wounds " I said while taking his hand in my....

His hand where bleeding.......

I made him seat on the sofa so that I can bandage it.....

" seat here, I will bring first aid kit... Okay " I said while ruffling his hairs when he looked up at me with cute baby like eyes......

I looked around the room cupboard's but couldn't find the kit.. .
Aish it's my first time in this room how I'm I suppose to find the kit on my own .......

I looked back at namjoon for help who was now looking at Me as if he was watching a funny show......

He just laughed at that and pointed towards the washroom and said
"First drawer"

He could have told me that first... Aish this guy...

I took the kit and went near him...

"show me your hand " I said while taking his hand in my.... I kneed before him and examined his wound....

He had cuts on back of his hand ....I touched it at which he whined
"Sorry " I said looking at him he just nodded with a cute smile

"Don't hurt yourself ever again " I said while looking at him....this happen because of me after all

"I was just taking my anger out " he replied

"By Hurting yourself " I questioned

"Hey it's fine, it doesn't hurt anyway " he said while showing his dimples

I gave him a look and soaked the gauze pad in solution to clean this wound

The moment I touched his wound he hissed in pain....
"Huh, ANd there I thought it was not
painful " I Teased him