Arrange marriage are oh so popular in love stories... where parents searches the one you have to marry.. &then with big twist and turn you two fall in love with each other.... right the classic love story.... but wait ...what if that girl was your s...
I was in Busan with appa for a business meeting....
Appa had went for lunch with the contracter .. I just declined the offer because I know he will be there to.... And right now I can't face him....
I was walking in parking lot of the office ..when he came form nowhere...
"what are you doing here? " I asked
"I came to visit you,I need some answers "
"I'm in hurry right now, I will talk to you later " I said while turning away from him
"you promised " he shouted
"what? " I said while facing him again
"you promised me you will never leave me? "
"I... " how was I supposed answer that
"you promised, Ae_cha ,but you are leaving me"
" I'm sorry, jin " I said while sobbing
"wasn't my love enough, wasn't I enough? "
Jin questioned me ..he had Tears in his eyes
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"you know that's not true, jin"
"No I don't "
"plz, stop jin, just plz stop "
I said while reaching to touch his arms..
"Don't touch me " he said while taking a step back
"I'm sorry "
"sorry ,that's what you have to say? "
He questioned me.. I just kept quiet looking down.
He started talking again "you know how hard it is for me to live without you, to breath without you, I'm able to survive this long only because I had your memories "
"Forget " I said "what? " "I said forget me, forget about our time together, forget about our relationship, forget me, erase me from your life like I never existed, so that you can live you life you can do that? "
"you want me to erase every precious moment that we share together ?...which are the reason that I am leaving for .which are important to me more than my life?"
"yes, so that you can move forward "
" how can you even say that ?" jin asked
" why can't you forget me, jin ?"
" because you were the one who taught me to love ,told me to fight for myself and never give up "
"jin"
" did you ever loved me ? Or I was just your charity work ?"
"No, you are not" I shouted
"then why can't you be mine, why do I have to lose you Ae_cha ,why? "
Jin said hugging me tightly
"jin"
"why can't I have some pace in your heart Ae_cha ?"
"jin, you are drunk right Now, just go back, or come I will drop you to your hotel room" I said
"so, that you can leave me again ?" jin asked
"jin, plz stop and lest go "
"can't you fight for me fight for us "
Jin said and then he kissed me, I was shocked at first and then realty hitted me I pushed him back ...
"jin"
"Ae_chan I'm sorry "
"jin, plz try to understand I love, I Really do, but.. "
"but what?, why I have to understand?, why I have to lose you? Why? "
"stop OK just stop, stop acting like you're the only one who is hurting because I'm hurting the same as you are, it is difficult for me as it's for you,to live without you ,and you are not the only one who is losing me I'm losing you too"
After saying that I couldn't stop myself from crying
"shuu, Ae_cha ,stop crying you know I can't see you like that " jin said hugging me again
"I'm sorry jin, I'm really sorry and I love you but I love my appa more I can't go against him, I'm so sorry "
I cried in his chest
" I already knew this was going to happen, but you saying it loud made it real ....I really lost you... did not I ?" jin said crying and tighten his grip on me as if his life depended on me
I was only able to say...
"I just wish you could lose these feeling as fast as we lost each other "
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