💛 Yellow is a Happy Color. 💚 Demus.✔

Chapter 11 - OooO Fluff!

TW: inappropriate jokes, sorta suicidal thoughts in a funny manner? , rEMUSS, hinting anorexia/bullimia.

Also!! I'm sorry, there's some Remile sobs :(( 

Janus flopped on his bed, totally done with life, groaning in bed. His stomach is hurting, it do be empty. Janus heard his door open, oh great, a rant, right? Janus looked up to see a smiley Remus, "Hellloooo!" he jumped onto Janus' bed, launching Janus into the air a little, "Nice to see you, too." Janus said, getting up to sit up. "Hello Jan Jan! I thought you needed some company." Remus said, sitting next to him. Janus nodded, "Sure. Why not.." Janus laid down, Remus began rambling about how it's normal we eat animals, but weird if we eat the 'cute' ones, more specifically, otters, hedgehogs, groundhogs, etc. Janus listened, somewhat. He was staring off into space mostly, he was thinking how someone was dying right now, it could be hi- "Anyways, what do you think?" Remus asked, "Oh- uh, I agree with you." Janus snapped out, not knowing what to say. 

"You think we should eat otters?" Janus froze a little, "I-I mean, it's up to the consumer." Janus stuttered, damn it. "Uh huh, I don't think you we're listening. I was talking about Goofy's Pen-" Janus coughed, "S-Sorry, I was thinking of something.." dang, why was he stuttering so much? "About what?" He asked, "Unless you don't want to speak about it." Janus paused, "I mean, how someone died just now." he said, "That's something I would think of." Remus said, "But, whatever." Remus shrugged. Janus smiled.

Janus felt a little tired, or exhausted. Remus grabbed something, he brought a bag? Remus held a bag of candy, kitkats and laffy taffy. Janus raised a brow, "What?" he asked, "You deserve some treats." Janus stomach ached for the food, but his mind said no.

Janus POV:

I look at the bag, my stomach was aching, it wanted it, I wanted it  but I know I shouldn't, "Um, I shouldn't.." I mumbled, he gives me a suspicious look, "But, you should..? I brought this just for me and you." Remus frowned, I hated seeing him frowned, it brought so much guilt. "I-" I say, I think for a second. I'll take care of the food in my stomach later, "Fine.." I say, "Yess!" he smiled, he handed me a laffy taffy, which I took gratefully. 

He grabs his phone and goes to the app, "TikTok" I know the app, but I've never downloaded it. We watch his For You Page, which is filled with chaotic, dark humor, and some 'depressing' ones. Some we're also pretty inappropriate, oh well. I liked his FYP. Remus put his phone down, he laid next to me he put an arm around my back, I hope I wasn't crushing his arm, since we're laying down. I smile and the contact, though.  He picked his phone up, "Wait, should we watch some compilations on the TV?" He asked, I nodded, "Why not." I smile. We set the TV up, I sit up a bit, he does the same, what's he doing? He grabs my waist and sets me on his lap, I turn a little red. 

I lay down, putting the back of my head on his shoulder so we can watch the TV. I feel myself get unbelievably tired, but what if he wants to leave? Before I can decide, I pass out.

Remus' POV:

I smile, "Hey JJ, are you enjoying this?" I ask, I hear no response. I move my head a bit up, I see him sleeping. I smile and turn a bit red. I never want this to end, I put some music on instead, since TikToks are loud. I move him so he's in the middle of me, I wrap my arms around him, I feel myself drifting off too. But, I was determined to stay awake. 

I grab my friend and record this, so if I'm ever feeling sad, I could always look back at this moment and have a reason to smile. I sigh fondly, I feel so fuzzy. This is so unlike me, I am usually the one who's against love. Love is for fools, but I guess I'm a fool who fallen in love. I feel my eyelids droop, and before I know it, I fall asleep too.