I can't stop my heavy, uncontrollable breathing as I stand in front of her door.She's awake. And I've waited four years to see her awake again.
I don't think I believed anyone when they told me she was actually awake, and when I realized they weren't joking, it took me a while say to even want to see her.
I heard Isaac's disappointment when she didn't remember him, or anyone.
I don't have hope she'll remember me. I know she won't. But I need to see her.
I grab the knob and turn the handle slowly. I take a deep breath and push the door open.
I don't see her in the bed, so I open it more until I do.
She's standing next to the window, in sweatpants and a T-shirt. She doesn't hear me so she doesn't turn around.
I step in and close the door, the clicking noise is what makes her turn around. She frowns when she sees me.
"Who are you?" She asks.
My lips tremble, I haven't heard her voice. It sounds the same, but so different. I cover my mouth with my hand to keep any sobs in.
"If... if you know me, I don't know you. And I'm sorry." She says, hugging her arms to her body.
I shake my head. "I don't care, I don't care if you don't know who I am. I'm just... I'm so glad your awake." I whisper.
Tears come out of my eyes and I can't help it, I don't want to stop them. That means this is real.
"I'm Hadley." I say.
"Oh... you're my best friend?" She asks.
"Yes I am. And I always will be. No matter what you remember or not." I say and she nods.
"I'm working on them, my memories. No luck yet, but I'll... keep trying." She says.
I take a deep breath and nod my head. "Can... can I hug you?" I ask.
She thinks about it for a moment and takes a small step forward. "I don't want you to think I remember you. But you remember me, so I'll let you. For whatever closure you need."
"Okay." I whisper.
I walk towards her, slowly. I put my arms around her neck and pull her into me. Her arms come around me shakily.
This is how we always used to hug, I've always been a little taller.
I give her a small squeeze before letting go. When I do, I take a few steps back.
She's looking down at the ground for a moment. When she looks back up, her eyes look like we're thirteen again. But only for a moment, and it's fine again. "You feel... familiar."
"Good. And thank you. Keep working on your memories. I'll never forget you, no matter what happens. I love you." I say.
She gives me a small smile, sad almost.
I turn around and walk back out of the room.
My soul feels lighter.
I feel... free.
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Saving Hadley
Teen FictionBook One in the "Saving" trilogy. After suffering a tragic accident when she was thirteen, Hadley Hayes, now seventeen, suffers from PTSD and haunting nightmares. She loves her family but hates her life, she wishes nothing more than to forget every...