I'm gonna have to tell him sooner or later. I know I will. Just not now. He's not ready. Not now. Hopefully he'll lose interest on the topic... no... Don't be stupid, Ryan! He obviously wants to know. He needs to know.
I know that Jack has been offering to tell him for me, and I know I keep saying no, and I know I keep making more lies, I'm aware of everything I've done. I was wrong. So wrong. Winter is ready. He deserves to know.
It's me. I'm not ready. I can't do it. I can't let Jack or Adam or anyone do it for me. It doesnt feel right for him to find out that way. It has to be me. I'm just not ready. I have to tell him somehow, someday... but now just doesn't feel like the right time. Just not now.
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Love, Winter (an AJR Fanfiction story)
FanfictionCan Winter's family be fixed? After huge secrets have been revealed, after many words that have been said, that are impossible to take back, all because of one lie... Can Winter's entire family..... stay a family?
