The Dark Rises with Light to Meet it (a reylo story)

Episode 3: my girl

(Ben)
I woke up from a night mare . The worst I had ever had. It was about rey she had died whilst defeating palaptine and I couldn't save her . That thought made my heart ache a world without her was hard to imagine she meaner so much to me and I could never loose her so was just so special . I felt I shift in the force and sat up in my bed . It was rey . She must of had a night mare to because as our dyad connected her eyes where filled with fear and guilt it felt wrong to ask her so I ignored the subject
"You look tired" I spoke looking directly into her hazel eyes
"It's 2 am and I'm Cold"
"Are you ok" I felt bad for her I wanted to hug her so tightly and never let her go she was so precious
"Juts a bad dream I'm ok thought I'm going to go train would you like to join me"
"Rey I don't think it's best"
"I make my own decisions" she cut me off with her stern voice
"That's why your so amaizing then isn't it"
"Your not so bad yourself Ben solo"
With that our dyad ended and I was left  sat in the dark frost of the night her words circled around my mind . She was rey and I was Ben and together we where a dyad to of the same in the force . We balanced each other out we completed the others soul both search for belonging . Both searching for love . Did I love rey ?? That was something g I could never comprehend . I had compassion and care for her but was that the same as love . Did she still think to me as a monster a Murderous snake who supposedly killed his own father . With my heart taking control of my body I dashed out into the stary night and headed for rey . A small candle light by her window and her shadow reflected on the wall . This was it I was going to tell rey I loved her was this all to soon I had only been with her for a few weeks now . Day by day Our dyad grew stronger and soon she would be able to read my mind more clearer than ever we had to be honest with each other but I couldn't ruin our bond she meant to much
Cautiously I knocked on her oak door
"Rey it's"
"Ben come in" by this point I was wondering if she enjoyed cutting off my sentences
I walked into her room to see her ready in her training gear
"You ok Ben what's wrong"
My palms began to sweat and my heart began to ache
"Rey I juts wanted to say that" I felt a rush of adrenaline hit me I was more prepared than I could ever be we were two that were one how hard could it be
" I was just going to say if .... you still wanted to go training with me??"
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-and I oop
Sorry that was sad haha hopes you guys liked this chapter now I guess we know how Ben feels but what about rey I'm gonna post another chapter tomorrow so make sure you guys read it !!
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May the force be with you
-c