𝐋𝐆𝐁𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑. | taekook

92. | this hurts

TAEHYUNG
i really hope he does

TAEHYUNG
or i don't know what i'm gonna do

TAEHYUNG
i hope i haven't just sent the best
person in my life away to some
abuser

TAEHYUNG
i hope he's moved away from that

JIMIN
i hope so, too, tae

JIMIN
how are you feeling?

TAEHYUNG
i could be better, but how else
am i supposed to feel?

TAEHYUNG
i just lost my angel

TAEHYUNG
i'm not doing great, if i'm being honest

JIMIN
tae :(

TAEHYUNG
fuck

TAEHYUNG
i'm gonna miss him so much

TAEHYUNG
he really made me happy

JIMIN
i know he did :(

JIMIN
but i'm sure there's someone else
around the corner, waiting to make
you twice as happy as jungkook did

JIMIN
i'm sure of it

JIMIN
you really deserve someone who's
gonna treat you right from now on

TAEHYUNG
maybe i don't deserve anyone

TAEHYUNG
maybe relationships just don't
work for me

JIMIN
that's not true :(

TAEHYUNG
what if it is?

TAEHYUNG
i mean, i can't even keep jungkook

TAEHYUNG
i must've been terrible to him if
he loves his abuser more than me

TAEHYUNG
was i a bad boyfriend?

JIMIN
no, you weren't :(

JIMIN
i know, deep down, jungkook loved
you so much

JIMIN
i think he still does

TAEHYUNG
but less than he loves jihoon

JIMIN
unfortunately, yeah

JIMIN
i'm so sorry, tae :(

TAEHYUNG
it's fine, so don't apologise

TAEHYUNG
i just need to move on

JIMIN
that might be best

TAEHYUNG
i'll chat later

TAEHYUNG
i just need some time alone

JIMIN
take all the time you need,

JIMIN
i love you, okay?

TAEHYUNG
love you, too

JIMIN
:)

—

Jungkook hides himself in his oversized hoodie, shielding his slim body from the cold weather outside. As he stands outside Jihoon's house, his shaky fist taps on the wooden door and he silently waits for an answer – prays for an answer from the older man.