Pregnant By The Young Mafia Lord(COMPLETED)

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~Carlo Junior's POV ~

Because of my fear I lost the person I love.

I lost my wife.

I lost her.

"I'm sorry"mahinang salita ko habang nakatulalang nakatingin sa kabaong ng asawa ko.

Kasalanan ko.

Hindi ko siya naligtas.

A tears flowed into my eyes.

Three days have passed since the nightmare of my life, I lost her.

if I had not been weak, it would not have happened to her.

I'll never forget that day.

For three days I was confined to my office, and left there, continuing to blame myself for what had happened, until Aika, my cousin, spoke to me.

I still remember what my cousin told me earlier.

"Hindi lang ikaw ang nawalan Carlo, nawalan din ako, don't blame yourself for what happened because it wasn't your fault. Carlo remember you have children, alam ko kung gaano kasakit ang nararamdam mo ngayon, dahil yan din ang nararamdam ko , I know how painful to lose someone you love, but your children needs you. They're still here for you, try to get up Carlo, don't kill yourself and blame yourself forever, we're both lost, Jhon lost me, Hanna lost you, I know how painful that is, but we have to fight"she's right.

"Ngayon na ang burol, ngayon ililibing sina Hanna at Jhon, kasama na ang mga namatay na ang ibang mga tauhan natin na namatay.. Please go there, Hanna's parents are there, they are looking for you, they have been here two days, they are mourning the death of Hanna and they wants to talk to you"she said while crying and left my office.

"How are you Mr.Ferndando?"napatingin ako sa biglang nagsalita sa tabi ko.

Her father, Mr. Rosario, nakita ko na naglakad si Mrs.Rosario sa kabaong ng anak niya at tahimik na umiiyak.

Sunog na sunog ang katawan ni Hanna, kaya kabaong lang ang nakikita namin, ganun din kay butler Jhon na katabi lang sa kabaong ni Hanna, tanging malaking larawan lang ang nakikita namin.

"Still blaming my fvcking self"tipid na sagot ko kay Mr.Rosario, tila nawala ang lahat ng galit ko sa ama ni Hanna.

"Stop blaming yourself Mr.Ferndando, it was my fault"a tears fell from his eyes.

"I'm sorry! it's all my fault Mr.Fernando, if only I knew that the black war would start here, they would have been thwarted in their Plan, hindi na sana nawala ang anak ko, kasalanan ko lahat dahil pumayag ako sa gusto ni Harold dati, pumayag ako na sa kanya lang dapat ang anak ko pagdating ng panahon, naging katulad siya sakin, ginaya niya ako, ginaya niya ako kung paano mag-mahal, kasalanan ko lahat, hindi ko naman alam na mangyari to"napapikit nalang ito habang tumutulo ang luha.