Relations → Mara PT2

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by duhitsray

I'm tryna finish all the lose ends
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I threw my keys on the side table, walking to the kitchen and pulling out two plates and dishing up the take away onto them. I grabbed some cutlery and made my way up to Nick's room where he was supposed to be lying.

"Nick what the hell" I scolded putting the two plates on the couch before moving to help him back on the bed
"How the hell did you manage this?" I asked gesturing to him laying on the floor
"I just wanted to get the remote" he said blandly
"You could have just waited for me to come back, I wasn't even gone for 10 minutes" I said rubbing my hand over my face
"Well excuse me for trying to do something for myself" Nick said
"Excuse me?" I asked

Since Nick came out of the hospital, I decided to take it upon myself to move in and help him. When I wasn't around and at work he had a helper. But besides that he just needed to be driven to the physio therapist and back and given food as well as helped to the bathroom.

"You heard me" Nick said looking dead ahead
"No actually, run that by me again" I said sternly
"457 days"
"Wha-
"457 days since I've done anything for myself. I can't do this anymore Y/N, everything I do is dependent on someone else I can't even fucking shit by myself! I need constant supervision to make sure I don't strain myself or mentally strangle myself" Nick yelled pulling at his hair

It hurt me to see him like this

"Nick, no one said it was going to be an easy journey but all I'm asking is that you do what they tell you-
"And what if I don't want to!" Nick snapped
"You're just pushing yourself back" I said trying to reason with him
"You know honestly I don't need you to baby me! Just tell it to me straight, I AM A 21 YEAR OLD MAN TELL ME I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO WALK! JUST SAY IT" Nick snapped

That's when I'd had enough of it

"You wanna hear it then? Well had your booze loving ass not gone out and then insisted on driving all the boys would be around! We wouldn't miss Austin's jokes or Zion's goofing off! Edwin would still be around! You would still be able to fücking walk and shit on your own but no! Nicholas Mara listens to no one but himself and that's why he'll never ever be able to walk until he fucking dies" you yelled throwing the daily paper at him

On the front page was the accident, it was the anniversary of it today. May have been the reason Nick was so crabby but that gave him no reason to be that way with you. He looked at the paper with tearful eyes but at this point you didn't care you were eyeballs deep in Nick's bullshit

"Y/N-
"No, you're a 21 year old man right? Well there's the truth. Weather you accept it or you chose to reject it it's not none of my business" you spat grabbing your bags
"Y/n-
"Bye Nick"

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I was going to be cruel and write it in the style of Diary of a Mad Black Woman.... but then I thought Naahhhhhhhhhh 😹 could never do Nicky like that

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