WARNING || s. stan

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hello 🖤

okay so this is a new social media / story ff I have been working on for a while. Imma be honest I don't totally like to sexuality the actors, rather the characters, just because I always feel so awkward lmao

but I am super excited about this anyway

I would like to first make a huge ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ for this story. It will deal with a lot of real life things/triggers. They include:

Mental Disorder (depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, body dysmorphia)
Anorexia 
Birth defects
Suicide
Self harm
LGBTQA Hate
Homophobia
Child Death
Sexual Assault
Domestic Abuse 

There will be triggers in this book. I have struggled myself with many of the things listed above, and I am always, always an open door if any of you need to talk. I know that you will feel like it's a burden but I promise you, it is not.

My intention is to tell a story, to bring awareness. I will not, nor will I ever, promote any of those things listed. I will not glamorize any of the things listed above. Instead, I will try my very best to bring awareness to issues that I see going on in the world. That may mean, sometimes, homophobia may come up at certain points in this ff. And imma be hella honest, my sexuality is very, very fluid and I plan on showing sexualities like mine (who are not very heard of, or not as "romanticized" as pop culture so often does these days).

Also, a main character in my story has a Down syndrome. I will NOT be painting this as an issue/character flaw, or anything of that sort. The actress I chose as a fan cast is one of my personal favorites, she's an incredible actress and I always, always enjoy her characters on American Horror Story. She really is amazing. I'm really pissed she ain't in the new season ://

However, I will be expressing concerns that said character may have that might paint having Down syndrome as a negative thing. That is not what I believe or think, and I am NOT saying that that is okay. I am simply telling the story, and if we are being very honest with each other, there are many people who have that negative point of view.

If you do not feel you will be able to read this story, please do not. I do not want to bring any harm and negative thoughts to you. Please, check out any other story on my page or anything else of the sorts.

Oh and one more thing lmao —— the OC will have a traumatic past that began when she was working on Disney Channel as a child. I do know there have been some very negative reports on childhood acting at Disney, and that will also be portrayed in this story

But I'm also here to have some fun lmao and am really excited about this story!!! I hope that wasn't so heavy for y'all 😓 I promise it's not dark or anything it's going to be a happy story

I really hope y'all enjoy it, and again, my DMS are always open. This is a hate free space, full of acceptance and love 🏳️‍🌈

oh and also I do have an iPhone and I use that to write, so I apologize if the emojis used in this story are not compatible with whatever device this may be read from

thank you 🖤🖤

NOTE: I casted Johnny BEFORE all the shit went down with Erza Miller. I do not agree with any of their behavior or actions, and I certainly do NOT condone it on this page. 

UPDATE 8/15/2023: Thank you to all who have read this book, I truly do appreciate and love each and every one of you. However, I will not be continuing this book. I will be keeping it on my page, however, it will not be completed. Thank you again, and I am sorry to any I have disappointed with this decision.