Forty: Things are different

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Camila's P.O.V

When I woke up, I seen it was still dark outside. I looked at my phone and seeing it was only five am. I must've only slept for a couple hours and my head was pounding. I reached over my nightstand, taking the painkillers and downing the glass of water that I remembered Lauren left for me. All I could taste was alcohol...yuck, need to brush my teeth. I slowly slipped out of bed, not wanting to wake Lauren up when I realize that she wasn't here anymore? When did she leave? I then remembered what we talked about, maybe it was too much and that is why she left. I wish she would've told me at least. I went inside the bathroom brushing my teeth twice and then rinsed it with mouth wash too before deciding to get something to else to drink. As I walked into my living room, I see a figure in the dark sitting on my sofa

"Lauren?" I asked terrified in case it wasn't her then what would I do?
"Camz, what are you doing up?" The person replied, telling me it was her...Thank God
"I needed a drink and I thought you went home?" I asked switching on the light
"No, I couldn't sleep. I never wanted to wake you up with my tossing and turning." She said

She sounded off. I made my way over to where she was, standing in front of her

"Lauren, are you okay?" I asked
"Fine." She said

I never believed a word of it. There was something wrong with her, I could feel it. I stepped closer, taking my place between her legs and leant down, placing my hands on her knees, making her look up at me

"You're lying to me Lauren, what's wrong with you? You look sad." I said

There was a sadness in her eyes, well I think it was sadness. It was something...not happiness though, there was something getting to her. She looked at me, smiling

"I'm okay Camila...I promise." She said taking my hand in hers, the smile not leaving her lips even though I could see through it

"Then come back to bed?" I suggested

Lauren pulled me swiftly into her lap, placing one hand on the small of my back. She never answered my question instead she kissed me softly. A kiss that brief, but sweet. I smiled into the kiss, Lauren was the first one to pull away, but still keeping me close to her. Her hand slipped under my t shirt she had put on me, caressing my back with her fingertips. I closed my eyes over, my breath catching in my throat, goosebumps appearing on my skin where she was touching me.

"I will be through soon...promise baby." She said pushing my hair behind my ear. "You go back though." She said

I sighed, hesitantly pulling myself off her lap. I knew she wasn't gonna tell me what's wrong. I took her hand in mine tugging at it

"Lauren, please come back to bed?" I said "I don't like the thought of you sitting here alone in the dark." I added softly pleading her with my eyes

She wouldn't tell me what's wrong, but I don't wanna leave her here on her own thought either especially when it was clear something was bothering her

"Okay." She said and I gave her a hand to stand up on her feet

I kept a hold of her hand, stopping at the kitchen to grab us both something to drink before going back to my bedroom. As I pulled my hand away from her, going to walk away to climb back into bed, Lauren grabbed my hips pulling me back into her, my back against her front. She flipped me around to face her and crashed her lips onto mine. I moaned loudly, not expecting a kiss like that, in no time at all I was kissing her back, my arms going around her neck, pressing myself against hers. I could feel her excitement in her boxers pressing against me. The feel of it get me going, before it could go any further, she pulled away, taking a step back from me, running her hands through her hair and a look of disappointment on her face?

"Lauren? Why are you looking at me that way? Looking at me like you are disappointed? Did I say or do something stupid when I was drunk to upset you?" I asked confused
"What? No, this is not what this is. Shit sorry Camz, I never meant to make you feel that way. The disappointment was at myself." She said
"Why?" I asked confused
"Cause the only reason I kissed you that way...only reason why I was gonna further was to make myself feel better. I don't wanna use you that way, that isn't fair." She said shaking her head "Maybe I should go." She added

She goes to pull away, I decided that was not happening

"No...stay." I said looking straight at her in the eye. "Stay please?" I added
"Camz I don't know. You don't get it do you?" She said
"Get what? Lauren can you tell me what is wrong with you? You're worrying me." I said going closer to her, placing my hand on her chest
"You Camila that is what's wrong." She said

Me? What have I done? She said it was not to do with me

"Me?" What did I do?" I asked getting a little upset

Lauren pulled me into her, lifting my chin to make me look up at her

"You made me fall for you without even knowing you were doing. Camila this has been more than sex for a couple of weeks now, well for me it has." She whispered

That is what is wrong with her? She is falling for me. I stood there, trying to think what to do or say next? She was looking ah me, nervous and soaring for me to reply. The longer I took, the more nervous she because

"Camz? You don't feel the same do you?" She said, sadness in her eyes
"I do Lauren. I never thought you did. You said it would never be more than what it is?" I questioned her
"I lied." She said "When this first started I never, but the more time we spend time together in and out of the bedroom, all that soon started to change, it became more...you became more to me." She said

I couldn't help but smile when she said that. I wrapped my arms around her neck, pressing my lips to hers and kissing her passionately, Lauren smiling into the kiss. When the kiss ended, she pulled me into her chest, hugging me tightly and I happily hugged her back. I feel her press a kiss onto the top of my head

"Camila you do realize with this becoming more we need to tell Taylor." She said
"I know." I said

She was right, we need to tell her especially if it is more than sex. I don't know how that is gonna go down? Would she accept it? Hate me for it? I honestly don't know, but we can't keep lying to her, the longer we lie to her the worse it will be

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AFTER WAITING FOR SO LONG, CAMREN ARE FINALLY TOGETHER 😍🎉

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