Thirty: I am done

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Camila's P.O.V

Things have been going good the last couple of weeks between Lauren and I. Both of us spending a lot of time together, but tonight I was having a girls night with Taylor. It has been a while since we have done this, we were both busy so tonight no Lauren and Niall allowed

"I wish some girl would come into Lauren's life and make her stop screwing around." She said after she got off the phone with her, she sounded concerned. I'm surprised she hasn't caught anything or got some girl pregnant." She added

She was used to her being that way, but she seemed more concerned than usual

"What do you mean? You sound so concerned about her?" I asked
"Every night I have spoken to her on the phone last week and she has been with girls, can't get off the phone to me quick enough. I am concerned, she hasn't been this bad in a long time, thought she was starting to calm down." She sighed

A different girl every night? She has been with me most nights and hasn't been on the phone. Unless she has been hooking up with some other girls before or after me? She told me she hasn't been having sex with anyone else other than me. Now that is clear to see she was lying to my face. I was disgusted. Has she been fucking two people at the same night? The thought of it made me squirm in disgust

"Is there a reason why she is being that way again?" I asked

Yes I was pissed at Lauren, but she wasn't important right now, my best friend needed me right now, she is way more important

"I honestly don't know Mila. She won't talk to me." She said sadly
"I'm sure she will when she's ready too." I said hugging her
"Hopefully, I am just worried about her." She said resting her head in my shoulder.
"I know you are. She will grow up eventually when she meets that right one which one day she will." I said
"I really hope that is true." She sighed

I tried my best to convince her that she'll be okay, she did believe me in the end well sort of anyway. We decided to move on from the conversation about Lauren, talk about less depressing things. Plus I never wanted to talk about her either anymore, it would make me mad. I will keep that for when I see her even though I know what she will say when I do. She will point out that we aren't together so who she sleeps with is nothing to do with me, well something along those lines anyways.

"So Taylor, how are things with you and Niall?" I asked
"Amazing...really amazing Mila. We finally said I love you to each other." She said gushing
"Oh my god, you did? That great. I'm glad you're happy Taylor, he is one of the good guys I've met, not many like him are out there." I said
"He is something else. I'm sure the one for you is out there somewhere." She smiled at me

I hope she's right because I can't keep spending my time only having sex with Lauren. The time is gonna come when I wanna get into a relationship and fall in love and I don't think I'm gonna have that with Lauren. That would never work

"Hopefully." I said smiling back at her "He or she will appear when I least expect it." I added

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Taylor and I had spent our night chatting, watching some random movies and eating lots of junk foods. It was good to hang out with only the two of us. Our nights together were always fun and made me happy. I was heading home because Niall was coming over, she offered me to stay the night, but I don't want to hear them getting it on. As I pulled up my apartment, my phone started ringing and Lauren's name flashing through my lock screen. I wasn't sure if I was going to answer, but it kept ringing and ringing so I gave in in the end.

"Hello." I said with no emotion in my voice
"Hey babe, you busy? I was gonna come over." She said happily
"Not tonight Lauren. I'm tired and I'm not in the mood to have sex with you." I said
"Are you okay? You sound off. Are you mad at me?" She asked
"Mad? Any would I be mad?" I said sarcastically
"I don't know, you tell me." She said
"You lied to me... you lied right to my face Lauren!" I said

I wonder if she knows what I'm talking about?

"What are you on about?" She asked annoyed

Is she fucking serious right now? She is still denying it? I was getting madder by the second the more she lied to me. Does she really think I'm that stupid? I'm not asking for much am I?

"You know damn well I am talking about Lauren! You fucking told me you haven't been with any girls since you ditched me that night and that was a fucking lie. Taylor mentioned that you had a different girl every night this week, she mentioned it cause she was worried about you." I said hissing at her

She fell silent, probably thinking of another lie to tell me. I hear her let out a loud sigh

"Camz, let me explain." She said

Explain? How is she going to explain this one? This shouldn't be getting to me this much

"You know what don't bother. Do what you want Lauren because it's not like we're together." I said hanging up the phone

I never wanted to hear any more of her bullshits. I headed inside my apartment, my phone ringing again and again, but I kept hitting the decline button. Can she not get the hint that I don't want to talk to her? She better not show up at my door either because I won't answer it either. All she had to do was tell me the truth and I wouldn't be that mad. I headed upstairs and inside my room, stripping down and getting into my pjs. I put the kettle for a cup of coffee before bed, I could drink something stronger, but I was working tomorrow. Suddenly I got a text and I don't even bother looking at the name because I know who was texting me.

Lolo: Come on, don't be like this. Yes I have been screwing around, maybe I should've told you, but as you said it's not like we're together

I know she would say that at some point

Camila: It is more than that Lauren. You lied to my face about it. I don't give a flying fuck who you screw, I just don't appreciate you coming to me after you had sex with some other hoe. It is fucking disgusting
Lolo: Sorry I lied, don't worry I'll make sure I shower first. Come on and let me come over and make it up to you babe?

She did not just say that to me? She showers first? Is that meant to make me feel better? Make me feel less used...less disgusted? What the hell is wrong with this girl?

Camila: You did not just say that to me. You think cause you shower between woman is okay? Seriously what the fuck is wrong with you? No you can't come over, actually don't come over at all anytime soon. Enjoy your multiple woman... I am done
Lolo: Done? Yeah if you say so. This isn't the first time you said that to me
Camila: Maybe so, but it is going to be the last. Stay the fuck away from me Lauren!
Lauren: Camz, come on don't be that way? We tried staying away from each other, it never worked

I decided not to text her back after that. I turned off my phone, making my coffee and headed to my bed. I was angry and annoyed at her...at myself because I know she was right. We have tried staying away from each other before, but it never worked and I have a feeling that this time it's not going to work. I hated the way I couldn't stay away from her.

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