heya so I added music into the chapters so when you see the line *play song now* you play the song linked above! Enjoy!
Maya
I tossed and turned on my bed for the rest of the night, thinking about what had happened hours before. Did I really do that?
I had never done that before, I had never moaned a person's name while masturbating, especially not a girl. I don't know what the fuck I had been thinking.
I came to the conclusion after hours of tossing and turning that it wasn't the fact, I was turned on by this particular person. It was the thought of that person being so etched in my brain out of annoyance, her name slipped out. That's it.
I look over at my alarm clock and it reads 8:15 am. I had lost hours upon hours of sleep, beating myself up over nothing. My eyes started to slowly shut feeling the peace of mind I needed to get some shut eye.
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I jolt awake hearing the loudest knock at the door. I wake up panting, breathing harder and harder like I had the worst nightmare. When in actuality, I never dreamed at all.
I slowly get up out of the bed, hearing the door knock once again.
"I'm coming!" I yell towards the door as I'm walking inches from it. I put my hair up in a loose ponytail and open the door to be greeted by Harold.
"Well good morning Maya." He greeted me with a smile. Harold has been waking me up these past 3 days, every morning around 9:30 am.
He has a schedule he follows so he could get started with the day. I offered to get up with him, considering no one else would be up around that time. He obviously was insistent on that deal.
"Good morning Harold!" I greeted him with a bigger smile back. I was so beyond tired from stressing myself out last night over nothing.
Harold could tell I didn't get much sleep, because he was quick to tell me to go back to sleep and get more 'beauty rest'.
"No I'm fine Harold I can help you get started with the day-."
"As much as I would love that. You need some sleep and I don't mind whipping up a quick breakfast for myself. I'll see you at the group session later Maya." Without another word Harold starts to walk down the stairs directly next to my room.
I slowly close the door back and lock it, walking towards the edge of my bed crawling back into it. Not even a second after hitting my pillow, I was out like a light.
*play the song now*
"Billie stop what are you doing? This isn't you at all. Just think for a second. Only you think, Billie." I start backing away from Billie in my room, seeing a small kitchen knife in her right hand.
She had something in her eyes that I couldn't point out, but it made me feel so hollow looking into them.
"Oh shut up Maya, you are nothing but a fucking slut who cares about getting what she wants, and then once she does, tosses them aside like they are trash."
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The Insane House | billie eilish
Horror"You're so fucked up Billie." "Aren't we all fucked up in this house? Lighten up kitten." copyright 2019 @tcsticles