New Beginning || JJK

chapter 31,, past"

[Time skip]

11.08.'16
The planed debut day...
So basically some things happened....
Jiwoo left because her mother got cancer and she has to take care of her..
So she had to go back to Busan.
We are only 5 now but it's so weird without her. We really miss her..
Somehow Jungkook noticed how I feel and talked to our manager..
W-well we still have to perform today..
So we need to get ready and he's totally against it. But hey. It's my job

We got ready and had a rehearsal before the performance when Jungkook approached me, took my hand and pulled me with him.
He brought me to my changing room and closed the door behind him.
,,W-what's wrong kook?" I asked a bit shocked.
,,That's what I should ask you." He responded with soft and teary eyes.
Out of nowhere he pulled up my sleeves and looked at me really hurt..
,,W-why? Why did you do it? When? Explain!" He said as he raised his voice and  tears started to fall.
My heart broke and I became dizzy, everything became blurry.
,,I-i couldn't control myself. I'm so sorry. I just can't take it anymo-" he cut off my words by kissing me. I kissed him back but I could tell that this kiss was different.
It was full of fear and pain.
He couldn't stop crying.
We parted and I wiped away his tears.
,,Why didn't you talk to me? Why didn't you call me? Why were you avoiding me?"
He asked me still sobbing.
,, I didn't want you to worry" I explained while avoiding his eyes.
,,I can't believe this... are you serious. It's time to stop this act! I'm always worried about you because I love you okay?! It's been almost a year that we're together and u don't want me to worry?!"
He said as he stepped back.
I knew what he meant and I knew that he was right.
,, I'm sorry..." I replied still looking at the ground.
,, please just talk to me when u feel bad okay?" He whispered a bit hurt...

[Later that day]
HaRin, Hae, Areum, Eun and I got on stage in our positions and the music started playing.
We sang and danced to the rhythm as we just enjoyed the moment.
After we finished the crowd cheered and we introduced ourselves.
I noticed someone familiar in the crowd as I stood there shook.
//No this can't be.. what is he doing here//
,,What's wrong Y/N?" Areum whispered to me as I just did what I can do best...
I ran of the stage.
I always run away form my problems...
I ran pass the boys straight to my closet as Jungkook followed me and called me.
He walked into my closet and saw me crying.
He took me in his arms and asked me what's wrong.
,,H-he is here..." I stuttered.
,,Who Jagi?  Tell me.. who is here?"
,,M-Mark. He's here..." I said still crying.
He didn't say anything and just held me tighter.
,,He won't hurt you again. You have me now" he calmed me down as I just held onto him. I love him so much.

We stood up and I stated feeling dizzy again...
I was drowning in my own thoughts...
// Mark is my past... Jungkook is my future... it's time to stop the past from chasing me... I love Jungkook...//
My head hurt.
My body felt numb as reality hit me...
//but he will never stop chasing me//
My sight became blurry and suddenly I couldn't see anything..
Everything turned black as I fainted.

We can't stop the past from chasing us..
But we can quit with the past and look forward..
We could try to get over the things that happened and look forward for the things that are going to happen.
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