Lines and rhymes

Every Time

How do I trust you
you're never there
You only want and never give
Now that's unfair

Every time I make my mind
You crush all hope
I'm left deciding what to use
A gun or a rope

You wanna be superman
But I'm then loise lane
always ends up needing rescue
I know— it's insane.

Every time I decide
Yup it's time, it'll do
I always end up falling backwards
But, only if you knew

I'm not being myself now
Trust me, it's not me
A voice inside my head's screaming
Louder than it's supposed to be

A reason's required to trust all this
I fear I might be wrong
But for a fact, you never know
What I wanted all along

—Halaenoor