Okay , before i start this chapter please know that this Chapter is not encouraging you to smoke. Dont smoke , you'll get addicted and its bad for health okay? Lets get it!
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*Your POV*
I used to smoke alot. Going through depression is not an easy thing to do espiecially when you are only 13/14 years old. Getting some encouraging words from my Brother , the boys and even pd-nim has made me a better person , i became the most happiest girl on earth , smiling always , hanging out with peeps as well as cuddling with the boys. But its reality , every happiness will come to an end. Whether its a Happy ending nor Sad ending. 25 June 2010 , the day , the year and the month , My parents died in a car crash. When i heard the news , my heart shatters into pieces , i cry every single day , i stopped eating , I smoke cigarettes , i went home late every single day , dont give a fuck about anything what my brother says , going to bars dancing and acting like a whore. And Now everything just came back to where it was.. Fans hating on me , Rumours of me , Bickering with the boys and all that just hit me directly in the heart and gives up on life.
I bought a pack of Cigarettes today , i went to my room personal toilet and smoke in there since no one uses my toilet anyway. It feels so good to breath inhale some good shits and exhale all those toxic thoughts. After i've finished my first stick of cigarette , i hide my cigarette box in my extra Razor blades , extra pads and more things Cabinet and went to sleep.
*Time skips after 1 month of you smoking*
•Jin's POV•
I'm worried for Y/n... Every time i enter her toilet to take her dirty clothes , i always smells smoke and its not any kind of smoke. Its the Cigarettes smoke. And guess what i found when i wanted to refill her Pad's container? A Box of cigarettes thats almost empty. I got mad. Not just any mad , like hella mad. I just kept quiet and took the cigaretes box with me. 'Why is she fucking smoking? I thought she has stop this bad habit. This girl is gonna be in so much trouble' i mentally said to myself. As i wanted to walk out some took the box of cigarettes away from my hand and went to confront Y/n.
"Kim Y/n , you better have some fucking good explainations on why this Box of cigarettes is in the the fucking toilet of yours." oh shit. Min yoongi. I cant help her anymore on this.
"o-o-oppa , i can explain why... Thats not mine.. I swear! Its not mine" y/n said stuttering.
•Your Pov•
"o-o-oppa i can explain why...Thats not mine.... I swear! Its not mine" oh fuck , im in the worst situation ever...
"Stop fucking twisting your words. Im not 5 Y/n. If its really not yours , then lets go and check if you are smoking or not. Come on let's go" Yoongi oppa said while pulling my hand bringing me to the Car. I tried resisting but it doesnt work.
"Oppa! Fine! I smoke! But you dont understand what im going through! Y'all have fans that loves all of you. But me?! All i've been getting is hates!" i said with teary eyes meanwhile yoongi is there comforting me there.. "i-im sorry for not being there for you baby , but please just know we're always here for you , you see the negative comments and feedbacks but not the positive ones.. You dont know how much people appreciate you out there and the only thing that catches your eyes is always the negative ones.. Take the negative ones as a notification to your achievement. People wont hate you for nothing to be honest. They are jealous of your achievement. Love yourself baby girl" yoongi oppa said while hugging me and tears filled up his eyes.
He brought me home and threw all and yes. ALL. of my cigarettes away and there i got scoldings not from 6 but 8 guys . Namjoon oppa , Seokjin oppa , Jungkook oppa , Jimin oppa , Taehyung oppa , Hobi oppa , ji yong oppa as well as Jung woo oppa.. And after that day onwards , i've been getting better and better and all credits of it goes to the boys :)💞
Love yourself always.
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Hey readers , seriously i dont encourage smoking , its bad for health and guys always LOVE YOURSELF !!!
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BTS 8th member
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