Journey To Rabbit Hole

Teaser ( The Diary : Journey)

My Journey...

I take his picture this morning with my fav camera while he order our morning breakfast. Monday morning. I spend my Sunday with him. I gave him me. Everything of me. No regret. I love him.

I wonder...

How far i must go... knowing this feeling. What should i do?.

The answer is clear. To be honest with him.

But will he forgive me?. Altho he promise me his love for me would enough.

Dear Diary...

Thing i take for granted...

1) I already know about him... the youngest son. Filthy rich. I know he is bi. Player. One night stand.

2) I decided to approach him. Flirting with him. Succeed. I make him focus on me. The roses.

3) Courting him... Succeed. I make him give his all attention to me. He waiting for me on that weekend. The day that i was busy with my worked. He make it worked with the video his friend took. Make my plan easier.

4) My heart skipped a beat... this is not my plan.

5) Dinner and first Kissed. This is not part of my plan...I want him.

6) I love him... the word of love that i never trust. But i want it that way. Loving him.

7) I stop my crazy plan...to get him because of his wealthy...

8) I want to be real...loving him unconditionally.

One day...when i am confidence enough... i'll give this book...my journey...

I like the hot chocolate he made for me.

I like he prepared me warm water for me to take a bath...

He doing so much...that i every time i want to be honest with him...i am afraid he will treated me differently...

I came from broken family... disowning by my own parents.

Will he looked for me?

I am broke... i own nothing but my own pride.

I worked as maleescorts...for money...to survive. Will he still accepted me?

The day he know everything about me...

Will the answer still YES?