Streyla Freigh
"Y-you played on me again?"
Umiiyak ako habang nakatingin sa kanilang dalawa!
"N-no, I don't know you two know each other. Promise Streyla-----"
"Stop saying promises Zan! Because the last time you promised you never made it" sabi ko at masamang tinitignan sya. Napatingin naman ako kay Zkyler.
"Congratulations! Is you being cold is part of your show? Is you being nice is part of your show?" Tanong ko at umiiyak na tinignan sya na hindi man lang nagsalita.
"Eyla I-i don't kno---"
"You don't know! Yeah! You don't know Zan! What the heck! And you Zky! Sana naman nagwarning ka Zky! Sana may 'hoy! Ready your heart, mamaya masasaktan ka na!' Yong ganun! Yong ganun nang sa ganun nakapaghanda ako! You don't know how much pain it cost me!" Sigaw ko at napahikbi na.
"Eyla..."
"Stop! Stop! ZAN STOP! Just stop! Don't dare to utter a word! I will never believe you!" Sigaw ko at tinignan sya ng masama.
Naglakad ako papunta sa harapan nya at binunggo para makalabas sa lintek na Music Room na iyon!
"Streyla"
Hindi ko sila pinansin at tumakbo nalang palabas. Lumabas ako kaso di ko alam kung saan ang daan palabas buti nalang at nakita ko ang isang maid nila at tinuro nya sa akin ang daan.
Lumabas ako sa bahay nila Zky at nagtatakbo papunta sa kung saan. Nagiging malabo na ang paningin ko dahil sa namumuo muling luha kaya naman tumigil na lang ako sa isang malaking puno at nagtago don.
"Why Zan? Why? Bakit ngayon? Bakit ngayon pa!"
Hagulgol ko at sinubsob ang ulo ko at yinakap nalang ang tuhod ko.
"How can I choose when my past is here again? Why you are making me this way huh!" Inis na bulong ko. "Fate is really a player, indeed" sabi ko at inis na sinuntok ang lupa. "Zky, are you part of his show?"
Sana hindi, sana. Tanging yon nalang ang hiling ko dahil kung malaman ko pang kasama sya sa laro ni Zan, I think my heart will break more than what I expect.
"Streyla"
Napatingala ako nang marinig ko ang boses ni Zan.
"Why are you following me? Is it really not enough Zan! Is it really not enough that you broke my heart and leave scars? Is it not enough that you leave me, play my feelings? Now, what's your purpose? What are you up to?" Tanong ko at kusang tumulo na naman ang luha ko. "For one year Zan that you're no longer in my sides! I'm asking myself, am I not enough?"
"You're enough Streyla, you're more than enough-----"
"Then why did you leave me? Why did you hurt me? Why you have to-----"
"Streyla, if I told you it will hurt you that time" sabi nya at natawa naman ako.
"You already hurt me! It caused me more pain than what you think!" Tumayo ako at kinuyom ang palad ko. "Whether you told me before, you're going to hurt me. You're going to break me, so why would you just spill your reasons and let me be in pain that time and I'm going to heal it after! than leaving me without no reason and until now! I don't know how to heal it" sabi ko at hindi ko na napigilan pang sampalin sya.
"You break my heart Zan! You break it again! Tell me! Is Zky part of it again?" Tumulo ang luha ko nang maisip na parte si Zky sa laro na naman si Zan.
"No Streyla, I don't know that you know him now, I don't know that you know each other." Sabi nya at pilit akong hawakan pero tinabig ko sya. Natawa ng pagak.
"You know what? Why would I believe you? Of course! You're going to tell me that!" Sigaw ko
"He is my cousin Streyla but it doesn't mean that I use him, and I never played on you, our relationship before was not a bet! I really love you but it's not enough for me to fight for you" tumulo ang luha nya at napalunok naman ako ng laway.
"Love? No Zan! Because if you truly love me you will fight for me, you will fight with me! No matter how much I want to fight when you gave me up, it's useless!" Sigaw ko.
"You never understand Streyla----"
"Then let me understand it!" Sigaw ko at napatungo naman sya.
"We will never end up together no matter how much we fight our love" sabi nya at hinawakan ako sa braso. "Streyla,we will never be with each other" sabi nya at tumulo na naman ang luha nya.
"I don't understand you! You're not trusting me! I can fight with you Zan! I can! No matter how much Mom dislikes you I can fight for you! I can hold your hand even if they're going to push you away from me!" Sigaw ko at sinampal ulit sya. "Why you let me go if I can do a way to be with you!" Sigaw ko.
"Streyla, you don't deserv----"
"Then who is the one who deserve me! Gosh Zan! I deserve someone, I deserve you! You're worth it but you let me go" sabi ko at nanginginig ang labi.
"Even if you fight for me, I can no longer fight for you Streyla" sabi nya at doon ako natigil. "No matter how much you hold my hand, I'm going to let you go" sabi nya at pinunasan ang luha ko. "Our parents didn't like us, we can stay for a while that it doesn't matter because we love each other but Streyla we can never be like that forever. Our parents decision still important to us" sabi nya at para akong nasaksak ng ilang beses. "Love is not enough to stay, sometimes we need to let our love that can make us happy to make someone happy" sabi nya at tumulo ulit ang luha nya. "Let yourself free Streyla, live now in the present"
"Tell me what's your reason in letting me go Zan, tell me how to let you go?" Tanong ko at tumulo ang luha ko.
Tell me to choose Zky than you. Tell me.
"I'm engaged"
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Just the Melody (COMPLETED)
Teen FictionTwo souls who are alone by many years, two human who only live just because they need to,no direction at all. Two Lonely hearts who only know how to break its own. Two Souls, Two Human, Two lonely hearts Connected Just because of Music, JUST THE M...
