Ravage | SKYA book 2 [COMPLETED]

47th: Meeting the Anon

It's not easy letting go
Not when hearts are saying no
Can't we talk it out
Cause it's not easy letting go" I don't know why this music. But I'm more bothered on thinking about why him? Still him?

"Loving you I thought
Was just a game that I
Can always play any day
But now it's so much harder"

"And I see your eyes
Your tears are falling
As you turn away from me
I called but you kept going" This song made me feel more helpless. Made me realize how much I don't have a choice but to deal with everything that happens around me because it's all my fault.

"It's not easy letting go
Time just seem to run so slow
Every night just seem
To last forever"

"It's not easy letting go
Not when hearts are saying no
Can't we talk it out
Cause it's not easy letting go" Letting you go means so much, hurts so much, kills me so much. Seemed like letting go of a huge part of me. Mostly a part of my heart.

Corny pakinggan pero wala akong ibang paraan para masabi kung gaano kasakit. Kasi kulang ang salitang 'masakit' para sa nararamdaman ko.

"Give me one more chance
To prove that I can change and
That I really love you
Love you..." I really love you, I still love you. It's always been you.

"It's not easy letting go
Time just seem to run so slow
Every night just seem
To last forever"

"It's not easy letting go
Not when hearts are saying no
Can't we talk it out
Cause it's not easy letting go-.."

Napatigil ako sa pag kanta ng makarinig ako ng kaluskos malapit sa pintuan.

"Who's there?!" Sigaw ko dahil sa gulat.

I've never sing knowing that there's someone around. I'm not just that comfortable with that thought. Let me dance in front of everyone. Just not sing.

Tumayo ako upang tignan kung saan galing at kung sino ang gumawa ng tunog na iyon...

Hindi naman ako nabigo nang isang lalaki ang lumbas sa likod ng pinto at nagpakita sakin.

"I-it's me" A man in his uniform showed himself.

He's a lot taller than me. His eyes are a bit bothered. Seems like not so sure about revealing himself.

"A-anong ginagawa mo dito? Bakit ka nandito?" Tanong ko rito. I don't remember who he is, but he's familiar.

"N-nothing. Hinabol ko lang to" turo nito sa bolang hawak niya "I should go. Nice voice anyway" he smiled awkwardly and left.

Wait... I think I remembered him.

...

Or not.

Binalewala ko nalang ito at bumalik sa pwesto ko. Pero hindi nag tagal ay umalis na rin ako sa back stage at nag tungo na sa klase ko.

I feel not safe about letting my emotions out in that place again. Gosh, I was just caught singing my heart out by a stranger.