The Casanova Prince's Wife

Chapter Fifty Six

"Naririnig mo ba ang sarili mo?" 

"Alam ko ang sinasabi ko Nathan..." 

"Then, hindi mo alam kung gaano kabigat ang mga words na binitawan mo, I'll make sure you know the weight of those words before you say them again like you did..."

"Nathan?!" Bago pa siya makareact, Hinigit na ni Nathan ang mga kamay niya bago siya pumatong sa taas niya. Hindi alam ni Lily kung bakit napaka agrressive ng approach ni Nathan sa kanya pero isa lang ang alam niya, matagal na si Nathanng naghihintay.

Kissing her neck as he pinned her wrists with his hand, she couldn't help but moan. His torrid kisses were turning gentler than before. From her chest to her earlobes he planted fluttering kisses. He heard her moan his name making him bite her earlobes earning another moan. "you're making this harder for me". Kung hindi lang siya si Lily, he wouldn't waste any more time to think about taking her, but it's the woman he loves and it ain't easy. 

Lily doesn't know what's holding him back pero she was annoyed by this. His hands never roamed, planted to her wrist and planted on her back, pero yun na yun. He is not taking it further. 

Ayaw na niyang magbago pa ang isip ni Nathan, moaning out his name she tried to break away and take his clothes off pero mas malakas siya and he just won't budge.

"Damn." finally stopping his kisses he looked at her. Pinakawalan na niya ang hawak niya sa mga kamay ni Lily. The same time na ginawa niya yun. Lily turned aggressive pulling unto his collar. His hands were propping him up which are at the sides of her chest. 

He kissed her back with the same intensity nung naramdaman niya ang kamay nito sa balat ng kanyang dibdib. "Lily-" natigil siya sa halik ni Lily. She needs him as much as he does to her.

Finally having his willpower drained, he kissed back and let her do what she wants. He can't help but moan out her name when he felt her lips at his neck. "Ahh" with his head at the side of her neck, he gave her access to his neck.

"I love you" she was seducing him, hindi niya alam kung paano ginagawa yun ng isang Virgin sa isang babaerong tulad niya.

"Jagiya..."

He held her hands as, she reaches for his buckles. Napatigil si Lily at napatingin kay Nathan, his were dark as he plants them back above her head.

"May mali ba akong-" 

He kissed her softly hanggang sa mafeel niyang nagrerespond na ito bago siya lumayo at tumingin kay Lily.

"You were perfect"

"Then why-"

"Hindi pwede"

"Magasawa naman tayo ah"

"Lily..." It was that tone, listen-to-me.

" gusto ko, gustong gusto ko ng gawin... Ang tagal tagal ko ng naghihintay" nakikita na niyang gusto na ni Lily magsalita kaya mabilis niyang tinuloy ang sinasabi niya "Pero hindi pa pwede... If I make love to you now, you're going to want more... At dahil wala na ako sa tabi mo, hindi ko maibibigay sayo yun."

"Nathan"

"At pag ginawa natin yun, hahanaphanapin ko na yun... Hindi ko kayang maghintay pagkatapos kong makuha ka na, kaya wag muna... Gusto ko pag ginawa natin yun magkasama na tayo forever... gawin na natin yun pag okay ka na at hindi na tayo magkakahiwalay okay?"

Hindi mapigilan ni Lily maiyak sa sinabi ni Nathan. "pero gusto kong makita mo ako na babae, maramdaman mo manlang ang buong pagkatao ko bilang baon mo sa pagbalik mo..."

"Babae na ang tingin ko sayo even before na sinabi ko sayo na mahal na kita"

" Mahal na mahal kita, alam mo yun... Sorry kung hindi ko maibibigay ang gusto mo sa ngayon..."Niyakap niya ng mahigpit ang babaeng hindi niya kayang mawalay sa buhay niya. "let me have you as a reward for my abstinence ever since our marriage, then I want you to wear a very white dress... "

"Lingerie ba?"

Natawa siya. "Of course"

"manyak" napangiti siya habang sinasabi niya yun through her tears.

"but be ready for the day that comes... I would no longer hold back"

Finally letting her go. He stood up and helped her up. 

"Ligo tayo"

"What?!" Bago pa siya makareklamo nauna na sa banyo si Nathan taking off his clothes. "Akala ko ba-"

Napa ngisi siya. "Ang sabi ko hindi muna kita aangkin diba?"

"Ayaw ko!"

Napatawa siya. Ito parin ba ang babaeng nangseseduce sa kanya kanina? Walang bakas ng babaeng yun sa babaeng kaharap niya ngayon. "Maliligo lang tayo" 

"Ayaw ko!"

"Ang labo mo naman eh, kanina sabi mo-"

Tinakpan niya ang mga tenga at tumalikod na sa kanya. "Nye nye nye nye" 

With that, pumasok na siya sa loob ng banyo. Hndi na niya ni lock, he know her, she would never peek yet after ng babaeng nakita niya bago magbago pa ang isip niya at samahan siya. Then he felt it.

"I need a cold shower"

Under the shower, ramdam na ramdam niya ang hawak at halik ni Lily. Para siyang sira ulo, gusto niya pero hindi parin niya ginawa. Pero hinid lang para sa kanya yun kung di sa kanilang dalawa. "I won't be able to leave once I had a taste her, I won't be able to stop"

He let the shower wash away his desire and lust.
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Pag ka pasok ni Nathan napahawak siya sa leeg at tenga niya. May salamin sa harap niya at kitang kita niyang. Namumula na siya. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang pumasok sa kanya na kinaya niyang gawin ang lahat ng yun. "Nakakahiya..."

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Blower lang ang maririnig sa loob ng kwarto. Nakapikit si Nathan habang tinutuyo ni Min Hoen ang buhok niya. it was calming. Yung tumatama yung mga tulo ng daliri ni Lily sa anit niya, parang inaantok na siya.

Napangiti si Lily noong napansin niyang hindi na kumukibo si Nathan. Sigurado na siyang tulog na ito, lagi naman basta hinahaplos niya ang buhok nito.

"I love you so much..." Dahan dahan niyang ihiniga si Nathan sa kama at nilagyan ng unan sa likod ng ulo nito. Tuyo na ang buhok niya mula sa anit niya enough para makatulog siya. Using Nathan's arms as pillow, niyakap na niya ito at itinulog narin.

'I know by the time I wake up, you will be a dream again... A sweet dream'

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Thank you for reading!

12-04-14