"prefect!" Jared says as we finish getting ready. I look at us in the mirror and we do look good....I guess...
We get in Jared car and I suddenly feel like something is blocking my throat and my palms sweat like never before and I feel my breathing quicken.
"Evan breath" Jared says I nod and take deep breaths. When we get to the party Jared parks across the street I could hear the music all the way from here. Every song is like Whoop.
"Okay Evan remember what I told you?"
Jared asks I nod "Only drink drinks you poured yourself or opened, never take my eye off of it. Um don't smoke drugs?"
Jared nods but says "and don't let anyone do anything to you, your not comfortable with, okay?"
I nod. "Great let's go then! This is a rad excuse to put your body though mad abuse tonight"
We get out of Jared car and head inside my first expression was, why is this fun? A girl picked an outfit a size too small then another had a flask. For some reason rich had a loaf of bread, I then notice everyone had red Solo cups, I felt out of place like I wasn't meant to be here. I couldn't but help to hear some other people conversations
"Yo man, sup!"
"Let's smoke up!
"I got a condom!"
My ears turns pink I turn out what the others were saying. I suddenly look around and realized I lost Jared already. I then felt alone in that huge crowed. I make my way towards the wall and leans against it and just listen to others out of boredom
"Crank the bass!"
"Jello shots!"
Then out of nowhere everyone started chanting
"Break a vase!"
"Break a vase!"
"Break a vase!"
In all honesty I kinda wanted to see someone break a vase too. It was hot in the house and I wanted something to drink I go in search of the kitchen while looking for Jared at the same time. Also hoping to bump into Connor too.
After about ten minutes I find the kitchen and look around all there was to drink was alcohol, I frown but pick up a can of beer and open it and sip it but gag and decided just to become dehydrated and hopefully die so I don't have to deal with this party anymore. I throw my drink away and start trying to find someone I know.
I found a dog..
I play with the dog for probably an hour before I actually try to look for Jared or Connor. This whole party makes me feel uncomfortable I feel like everyone is judging me or I'm acting awkward. It's gross too I could hear beer spill on the ground and people lips smacking against each other. I go upstairs and regret it there's too many people on the second floor I'm getting bumped into and pushed in all directions i feel like I can't breath my chest tightens,
I can't handle this!
I yell in my mind I try I find the bathroom I find it and push on it but it wouldn't budge and normally I would leave it but I'm desperate right now. I push with all my strength and get in and close the door quietly
"I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall
I could stay right here or disappear, and nobody'd even notice at all
I'm a creeper in a bathroom 'cause my buddy kinda left me alone
But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly, or pretend to check a text on my phone
