"He's totally messing with you"
Jared says
"What if he isn't? W-wouldnt it be good to have a friend?"
I say Jared shakes his head in pity and then shrugs. "Do what you want but in my opinion he's just fucking with you" he then walks off to class. What if Jared is right? What if he wants to make my life even more misable or wants to beat me up god I hope not people tell me I look like Ben Platt I don't want to mess that up and even up looking like Taylor Trensch.
"Hey Evan!"
Connor yells out my plams begin to get sweaty as he approach me, oh god it's happening I'm going to die. He stops in front of me and I fidgit in place "oh uh hey Connor" i mutter looking down at my shoes. He laughs "Hey what's so interesting about your shoes?" I quickly snap my head up
"I'm sorry! Uh I mean I'm nothing n-no I mean it's just that I feel more comfortable looking at them not that I can't look at people I just um think shoes are cool? I'm sorry I don't know what I'm saying"
Next thing I see if Connor hand coming I brace myself but unexpectedly his hand landed on my shoulder I flinched, Connor chose to ignore it .
"Hey it's alright I was just kidding"
I nod quickly agreeing is the right thing to do right?
"What are you doing after school?" Connor asked leaning against my locker "homework" I say quickly
"How's your arm?"
"It's uh fine" I say rubbing my cast. Connor rubs the back of his neck before asking "do you maybe want to hang out after school?" I bite my lip Connor could just be asking for something else but maybe I should try to be soical? "Um uh sure?" He grins a goofy smile and picks up his book bag
"Cool see you after school? I'll meet you here?"
I nod while looking away and shifting from foot to foot.
