✔ YOU'RE THE ONE I'VE WAITED FOR

❤THIS LOVE - 17❤

[Warning: Content Mature Theme, maybe little~]

In morning, I woke up feeling sore... he really got hard on me. 

I opened my eyes slowly as I felt sunshine from the window. I was shocked for a quick one second. 

Where I'm...?!

I took a nice glance all over the room and ended with a conclusion. I was in his room, upstairs... but it wasn't a dream. I can feel the pain that he gave me.

I lost My virginity to him. I lost myself. My hot tears begins to fall in silence. In those painful thoughts...

I can't stop... but,

My tears are worthless. 

I wiped my tears... I have to be strong for my dad, my mom and sis...

I got up from the bed and find his white shirt on me... I can smell his cologne which made me feel alluring. 

How can he do this to me...?!

It's just break me apart... he forced me.

I saw him sleeping in peace... In a pin drop silence... I swiftly shuffle my bag. Finding my needs or you can say I'm forced myself in this decision.

"Promise me. Don't over do it. Its harmful." Dr. Min Yoongi said to me yesterday replay in my mind. "Sure..." I replied. 

After few seconds, I got my little bottle. I open the bottle and took my pills with water. 

I won't loose myself this time... not now.

I walked downstairs towards the door. About last night... I can only feel darkness... hurt.. pain..

I gripped on the door knob and turn to open. It's locked. What the hell...! I tried again... it's locked.

What he is hiding...?!

Forget about it, Sohyun... get yourself up. I won't get answers to my questions just... Leave it.

My head started to thump in pain. I walked in the kitchen... hoping not to blackout. 

"Dad, slow down...! Stop the car!" Memories flashes in front of my eyes...

"Stop the car, dad!" I shouted as the car was going to hit... but I only see headlights of another car which coming in our way... and Crash!

I don't remember anything... my head feels blank. I squinted my eyes... It's hurt. It's painful, damn it.

I bang my fist forcefully on the kitchen counter.

Remember... 

Try to remember... 

Just little more. Just-- I opened my eyes swiftly...

I straighten myself as I heard footsteps... I saw him wore a black shirt and track pant.

Taehyung approached me... making my heart pounding faster than ever.

I felt myself burning in heat as he put me on kitchen counter... hold my leg on his waist and pull me closer by my waist. 

"Gosh... you're so tempting." Taehyung said as he lean in... I lost myself in those eyes as he kissed me passionately.

After parting away from his wet kisses that he gave me... I tried to speak up.

"L-Last n-night... D-Do you... do you mean..." My words were barely coming as my heart felt warm under his touch.

"I don't mean it." My heart sank as he said without even blinking his eyes.

"Such a Jerk!"

I pushed him hard and walked away.

"Your mom... she is going through a hard time, am I right?" He said made me stop in my track. I turn around furiously.

"What you want to say...? Just spill it out!" I exclaimed. 

"She is under my hands and most importantly... She trust me."

Taehyung smirked.

"Stop playing with my family! You--" 

The door bell rings... 

I opened the door finding my friends shook.

"Oh... my... god..." Nayoung says in surprise.

I gasped as I felt pairs of hands encircled around my waist. His bangs brushes against my neck as he buried his head on my shoulder.

"Why so impatient? baby~" Taehyung whispers seductively in my ears made my breath quickens.