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[26] Dream Not Dream

Can I feel proud now? I am so proud of P'Puen right now. He is behaving so calm and speaks out nicely to his juniors so they can understand, not getting angry. But why I am feeling jealous? He should be nice from the beginning. He should act nice to me too at the beginning. Why he acts nice to them now but not to me? This is unfair!

I hate him now but at the same time I feel proud of him. Nope, I am not smiling. I am sulking. I don't like he is being nice to others but not to me.

Bomb and other friends who is late do a squads jump for 50 times. No pressure, just willing to do it. The practice is going fine after that.

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The class is going to start in 5 minutes. I am still not ready to go to class but just walking around near the gym hall. I feel like I don't want to study right now. Not like I am being rebeling, it is just I am not in the mood to listen and study.

"Just tell the teacher I am sick and need to rest" I hear a voice of P'Puen from behind the wall. I look up and see him sits there while watching a video in his laptop.

"I don't know if a captain team is skipping a class. Even he is lying for being sick"

He turns around and looks at me. I can see a surprise look in his face. He is cute. Damn, why I have to compliment him now?

"Not mad at me anymore?"

"Mad at you? Who said I am mad at you and why I have to mad at you?" My tone is getting high again. It is sound like I am in not a good mood again. Yes, I am mad at him but I don't want to admit it.

"Why are you here? Don't you suppose to be in class right now?"

"I can ask the same thing to you, P"

He closes his laptop then tell me to sit beside him. I don't know what he wants but I do like what he orders me. He lays down and places hi head on my lap.

"Let me sleep for while"

"I am not pillow"

"But you make me comfortable"

But you make me comfortable. That word hits me in my heart. It skips like for second. I look at him, his face. He already drowns to his sleep.

I don't know what happen to me but I just can't take my eyes from him. His face is so angelic when he is sleeping. He is like a sleeping baby. Cute and adorable.

I lean back at the wall beside me. Close my eyes and go to the dreamland. Yes, this is like a dream for me. Sweet dream. He is sleeping on my lap is kinda a dream comes true. I don't know what will people think about us. I don't care if teachers will catch us later. It really doesn't matter if I will get tease from my mates about this. I just want to feel this moment. I really want to treasure this amazing feeling with him. I juts want...

I don't know how long I have been sleep. I wake up when I feel something cool touches my cheek. I open my eyes and look up. He is standing in front of me. His hand is holding a can of cold drink. He gives it to me.

"You seem tired. Why don't you back to the dorm and take a rest?"

Oke, I am still not believe of what he is saying. He is sound like someone else. It is not like usual P'Puen that I know. He is too nice. Ah, maybe I am still dreaming.

Maybe I am too bold or maybe I am crazy. Or maybe I am too drunk of my sweet dream. I get up, look at him closely. Too close so I can feel his breath. I pinch his cheeks. He yelps.

"So, this is not dream?" I ask myself. He raises his eyebrow, maybe he thinks me weird.

"So, if this is dream you dare to do something like this to your P?"

Your P? Hahahaha. He calls himself my P? Maybe this is dream, that is why he calls himself my P. Yeah, a dream. I like this dream.

He is my P. He said, he is my P. So, I can do anything I want to my P, right? I smile of happiness, thinking of something I like to do to him. It is a dream, so no one will hurt if I just....

"Yes, my P..." I smile and keep pinch his cheek because I like to see his mad expression. He is cute when he is mad.

"Are you crazy?" This is making me laugh. I don't find it funny but it makes me laugh.

"Yes, I am crazy P" I think I am really crazy, "I am so crazy in love with you..." I am playing like a little kid.

"You know, P. You always make me crazy about you. Sometime you are rude to me, sometime you are so nice. I can't understand you. You drive me crazy" I burst out all things that I feel lately, "But you know what? I can't help it but fall for you"

"Are you confessing your feeling to me?"

"Nope. That was not confession" I tell him, "This is my confession!"

I grab his face and pull him close to me. For the first time, I am the one who lead the kiss. The real kiss when we are sober, at least in the dream like this. Yes, only in dream like this I have courage to tell him about my feeling.

I hope when I let him out, he won't punch me or hate me. At least he doesn't push me when I kiss him. He just let me. Maybe he is too surprise?

"Oh my.... Than? Puen?"

I look at the person who calls our name. It is P'Leng. He is standing there with his jaw opens so wide, and also his eyes. I can see his shock expression.

But wait.... Why P'Leng comes to my dream? I look at P'Puen then P'Leng, back and forth.

Oh shit!!!

This is not a dream? This is not a dream?!! THIS IS NOT A DREAM!!!

Shit! Shit! Shit!

I am screwed up!!!

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I am still not over about feeling sad right now because my favorite couple will leave me
Sotus S The Series is coming to end 😭😭
I will miss my ultimate couple Kong and P'Arthit 😢😢
Now, I will feel sad for couple days or few
And if you find I will update the sad chapter, it is because I am still sad to let them go 😭😭
I need KongxArthit to be real!!!
Or maybe they are? I mean P'Singto and Krist 😉

Btw, I had to edit this chapter so many times
This one is hard
I want to make it like that but ended up like this
Well, I hope you like it 😇😇

See you in next chapter
Xoxo