Grinding Spike [ 5 to 13 ] -- DISCONTINUED

[19] Do I Have A Chance?

Than POV

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He is look like an angry lion. The fire in his eyes ready to burn me alive. The cold is running down from my head to my feet. I am getting cold feet. Nervous. The hands of mind is strembling. Someone holds my hand. Tries to courage me. I look at P'Sing who is standing beside me. He keep looking to him.

"Hi, Puen! What are you doing here?"

P'Puen ignores him. He comes to me and tries to pull me away from him but P'Sing never let my hand go.

"Let him go!"

"Why I have to?" He provokes him, "If I let him go, you won't talk to me" P'Puen looks at him. Anger.

"You wanna talk? Ok, let's talk. What do you want to talk?"

"Do you want to include him or not?" P'Sing points at me. P'Puen looks at me, not saying anything. He just leaves, goes to somewhere. P'Sing follows him.

"Just wait here, Than. He will back at you later" I am just stunned, "And don't worry, I will make sure he won't do something bad to my favorite" Then he goes after him.

It is 30 minutes I have been waiting for them. I ate all foods that P'Sing left for me and ice cream. He knows how to make me a good kid. Shit. Why am I acting like a good kid right now?

"Let's go!" P'Puen comes.

"Where is P'Sing?"

"He left already"

"Are you sure?" I doubt him, "You sure you are not killing him, P?"

"I am gonna kill you if you are keep talking nonsense!"

I zip my mouth. No need to be told twice for me to save my life. I follow him but keep send P'Sing message to know where he is. He tells me if he is going home and tells me not to worry about him. But my phone rings after that.

"Hello, P'Sing?" P'Puen turns and gives me his fierce look. Oke, I am dead.

"Nah, I am fine P....for now" I can hear his laugh through my phone, "Oke, don't worry. Oke, P. Talk to you later. Bye!"

I stop breathing when I look at P in front of me. His death stare makes me breathless. I look at right to the left, so awkward. I give him awkward smile too.

"Will you say something, P? It is so awkward if you look me like that without any words come out"

"....."

"I guess it is a no ha ha ha..." I laugh awkwardly. Okay, I am done. Pray for me.

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You know what I get from him after that? My body is become exhausted. Ache all over my body and I get bruises plus wound. He plays so hard to me.

Yeah, practicing so hard that was what I get from him. I feel like I am in hell with satan. And you are right. He is a satan. P'Puen. Don't tell him or I will get more hell treatment from him.

I am laying down, exhaust. Breathless and feel so tired. We practice for 3 hours non stop. I feel like I am dying. And if I am dead, I will be a ghost who haunts him forever.

The cold sensation touches my cheek. I look at it. It is a bottle of fresh drink. I look up and see him hands it to me.

"What are you looking at? You don't want it? Ok!" I grab that drink as fast as possible before he takes it away and drink it in one go. The feel is so fresh. I feel recharged.