voices | taegi [completed]

nineteen

— 3rd

tae freezes.

he immediately let's go of his boyfriend's fingers, pulling his hands close to his chest.
the latter's head hangs down and tears brim at his eyes.
yoongi sits on the bed and the rest of the boys come closer.

the ivory haired male takes one of tae's hands into his.
he places a soft kiss on his hand and rubs circles to sooth him.
a soft sob escapes his lips and yoongi immediately engulfs the poor latter in a warm hug.

"shhh. don't cry baby." yoongi whispers.

he rubs his baby's back softly to calm him down.
tae sobs and shivers in his boyfriend's embrace.
all the boys feels pure sadness seeing their member like this.

yoongi feels his heart breaking after every sob.
wanting nothing more than to comfort his baby and to help him.
the ivory haired male places soft feathery kisses all over tae's head and rubs his back softly.

"don't cry baby." yoongi whispers, lightly kissing tae's earlobe.

tae's sobs soon reduces to sniffing.
his body no longer shivering as he snuggles into yoongi's loving embrace.
the older chuckles and kisses tae's temple, intertwining their fingers together.

"want to talk about it baby?" yoongi asks softly, not wanting to push his baby.

tae hesitantly nods into yoongi's chest.
the boys gasp and come closer, sitting around the duo.
the takes a deep breath but it ends up being shaky.

"so why baby, why do you do this to your beautiful, perfect self?" yoongi asks.

tae whimpers softly. "the v-voices."

the boys exchange confused glances.

"what do you mean baby?"

"t-the voices in m-my h-head. t-they a-always scream a-and c-criticise m-me. a-and i b-believe t-them. t-the only w-way to s-stop t-them is by c-cutting." tae stutters out between sniffles and whimpers.

the boys gasp in shock.
jin, jimin and hoseok tear up listening to what their member had said.
namjoon and jeongguk just freeze, eyeing tae, sadness engulfs the entire group.
i mean, he's a fluffy ball that deserves all the good in the world and now he says this?

yoongi could feels tae shaving violently in his embrace.
tears brim at his eyes but he stays strong for his broken baby.
the boys take a deep breath in attempts to be strong for tae.

"w-what do t-they say tae?" jimin curses himself for stuttering.

tae gulps. "t-they say t-that i'm u-useless. i-i'm not e-enough. i'm f-fat, i'm g-garbage. t-that i'm j-just a b-burden to y-you and t-to e-everyone. and that's true."

yoongi growls in annoyance that sends shivers down tae's spine.

"can you guys leave, i wanna talk to tae alone." yoongi says lowly.

the boys nod and they give tae a quick hug.
slipping out of the room, the hallway is even worst, cold, dark and scary.
breaking out into sobs, namjoon and hoseok tries their best to calm jimin, jeongguk and jin down.

back in the room, silence engulfs the duo.
tae feeling all sorts of insecurity and fear.
the older male let's go of his baby and sits in front of tae, taking his adorable hands into his own.

his eyes soften at the sight of his baby crying and in fear.

"baby, please don't believe in that. baby, the voices are all just trying to mess you up." yoongi starts, tae tears up.

"i-i really want to help you baby. please, let me in, i want to help you and make you feel better. i can't stand seeing you like this and knowing that you do in fact cut." a stray tear runs down yoongi's cheek.

"please baby. believe me, don't believe in those stupid voices. you're perfect, you're beautiful and you're an absolute angel. and i love you so much." yoongi pulls his baby unto his lap.

the younger male begins to cry on yoongi's lap.
sobbing into his chest and fisting the hem of yoongi's shirt.
the ivory haired male holds his baby in his embrace tightly.

pulling away, yoongi wipes the tears off of tae's face.
he places kisses all over tae's face making soft giggles to escape his lips.

"i love you so much baby, please, please let me help you." yoongi pleads, resting his forehead on tae's.

"i love you too. a-and o-okay. i r-really n-need help." tae whispers.

yoongi captures tae's addictive lips in a sweet kiss.
all emotions of love, sadness and yearning fill the action.
tasting a little saltiness, yoongi realises that tae's was crying.

he pulls away and places a light feathery kiss on his baby's temple.
yoongi brings the boy's head onto his chest and rocks him lightly.
tae feels his eyes getting heavier and heavier at the movement.

he snuggles closer into his boyfriend's embrace and let's out a soft breath of air at yoongi's neck.

"save me hyung, p-please." tae's voices fades away.

after hearing that, yoongi makes a promise to himself that he'll do whatever it intakes to help his precious baby.
to makes him better and to save him.

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hey guys!
thank you so much for reading!
i'm so sorry for late updates :(
i hope you're enjoying this story as much as i am.
well it's kinda based off of my life :)
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